uhhh what the what?

Our company had some celebration on friday, that was fun. I met up with my friend Brian for lunch, he always is there if I need help with work. Unfortunately I am not always reaching out. So I am taking it day by day, but today I will continue to get his help. Interviewed Bryce for my books. That was a fun conversation. lets just say when you have an older brother...and you beat him in basketball. You get rewarded by him throwing a basketball at you. Saturday was alright, I just hung out, lifted some weights. My mom's birthday was sunday. She is a great lady and she is going to win a bunch of money at the boat today!


So if you picked Uconn and Kentucky you have a chance in your brackets. That is who had on one side of my bracket. Of course I didn't have vcu or butler, I had butler going to the sweet 16 though which helped my chances. I did some really hard stuff today. Ohhhh the lengths I have to go to set thing straight these days. Anyway I am glad this day is over and I am looking forward to better weather. Eric Hosmers swing looks like Shawn Greene's swing. Pedro Alveraz is NOT overated. Elevators are called "lifts" in other country's.

03/16/11

Nothing makes me feel older than having trouble with the time change. I have been sleeping in past my alarm on my phone. Which is frustrating because I had when my phone is beeping and doing crazy stuff because all the ladies txting me late night. So I silence my phone, but somehow that silences my alarm as well. So my phone just blinks, so unless I am staring at my phone it won't wake me up. Luckily my brain automatically knows that I should be awake and annoyed already so I ususally get up on time. The royals are going to win 5 titles in a row including this year. Bank on it! It is important on bad days like today to write out what action I am taking to correct the situation. Today I said a couple prayers. GOD PLEASE GET ME THROUGH THE NEXT HOUR. (I just try to deal with days hour by hour) I then wrote out my problems, which was more like a whine-fest. Waaaa I am tired. You know who else was tired? Ronald Reagan, look what he did! HE SAVED AMERICA!

YESSSSSSsss

I had some time off on monday. The perks that come with being at the same job for awhile is more time off. I washed my clothes, cleaned out a bunch of trash below my cabinant. Now when I say trash, I mean trash, it is stupid stuff that I ususually would hang onto like credit card applications etc there was also a tub Ironically that was supposed to keep me organized. I threw that away as well. There really isn't time enough anymore to keep going with all my hobbies. I just try to keep it simple. Pay Rent. Work, in my free time work on the book Packman and I are making. This week was painful because I didn't feel like working with him, but we made it through, now I feel better going forward. I am just honest with him like I am with most people, I always am afraid that I am going to look like an idiot, and many times I do look like an idiot, but you know what? I never die and I always get stronger. My years of being rejected in life as taught me one thing. On the road to atchison you have to put one foot infront of the other and keep walking.

People. Places. Things

Ahhh People, places, and things...They shouldn't harm you if you are centered. Of course that isn't always easy to do. Especially if the Chinese dude is clicking his pen annoyingly on the bus. This is why it is always helpful to just take the day hour by hour and focus on your goals. I will not eat Long John Silvers for the next hour. I will Not eat Long John Silvers for the next hour. It was a pretty good weekend. I hope Bryce and Vinnie and Kevin and and and and and and anyone else going to Arizona have a great time. Vinnie, Bryce (byrdman) went to Sutera's on Saturday. It was awesome. The girls there have large breasts and large noses. They are fertile Jewish Woman to be sure!

Interviewing Christian!

Ok....well Christian and I went to my office so I could learn about the wonderful world of Tennis. My office...being The I-hop on Lackman and Shawnee mission!

you know you are awesome when it goes like this.

Ray: Ok..take me into the world of tennis
Christian: wait...is that a crayon
Ray: yes (said in shame)

Mistakes breed mistakes

I guess in my quest to become spiritually enlightened I forget sometimes to be patient with myself. Yesterday...while running around trying to get my book stuff done, and eat, and get to work, I forgot to put the slip in my rent check that shows my address, my address on the check is a different address within the apartment complex. So I know they are going to put that money towards Unit G. Or G unit for those of you remembering me living there in 05. So I could get bent out of shape about myself or random stuff, but I know in my heart, that getting upset breeds more mistakes. Kind of like Cautions breed Cautions in nascar. I got the interview done with Christian yesterday, I networked and even though I am 30 I got invited to be apart of a young peoples convention..I guess they need me to baby sit or something. So I am plugging through growing spiritually, Socially, and Career-erly.