To get where you want to go you have to do what you have to do.

So in my quest to always make more money, have more peace, and be an overall awesome person. I try to strengthen and sharpen tools in my spiritual game. When people are on my case I remember that God is in charge and that he is my employer. I do my best to work hard and work smart. I also seek to understand rather to be understood. You have to be real humble in life. You have to be calm and don't react to the environment. It doesn't feel good and sometimes you have to eat the frog, but the hope is you can get better and better at staying calm and weather the storm of life.

March 22nd

Been along battle with depression since I quit my job. I am starting to feel a bit better as long as I go with the flow and don't struggle with everything my life entails. I have been walking and lifting weights. That always helps.

03/20/2016

Friday I wrapped up my first week of 5 am work. It went o.k. the flowers outside didn't need watering. Saturday we bowled. I bowled poorly. I woke up on Sunday and watched Manchester United and Manchester city. Manchester United won 1-0. KU won over the weekend. They look like national title contenders.

City Tournament wrap up

My dad, my uncle, and my friend Riley all bowled in the city tournament. It was bit of a grind and we were all up and down. Overall it was a good experience.

03/15

This week I have been waking up at 4:30 AM to go to my part-time job to work. I am o.k. with it. I really want to earn money so I can make my car payment and I want to keep working to have a good life. Each day I try to be a humble worker and be better and better.

Sporting wrapup 03/13/2016

In what was a soggy day. Sporting won. Tech nine was there! The H&R block guy was there as well. Dom Dwyer had two goals. Sporting KC never fails to amaze with their winning antics. Dom Dwyer had two goals. An unbelievable goal from along way out and then one set up with a couple one touches and a score. I am grateful that my dad could drive.

3/11/2016

This week I really hit it hard as far as applying for new positions. I tried to get one or two done a day. Herzog, Some Pest control place, Dupont, and now I need to apply for altec next. I put myself on diet that should help with my anxiety and depression. we shall see how that goes. Overall I am trying not to get too upset with my money situation or my life situation. My parents are taking good care of me. I just do the best I can and try to enjoy life as best as I can and keep moving forward. I am going to see sporting kc this weekend and that should be pretty fun.

Starting XI for Sporting KC

This weekend is opening kick off for the MLS. This what the Starters look like

03/04/2016

Jarrod Dyson got hurt which isn't good. The Royals are so stacked I think they can get by without him though. Royals and Sporting KC season is coming up quickly.

Painted today

Today I learned a bit about painting from my dad. It went pretty well. No disasters. Climbing up ladders at my work helped me a bit with this job.

Today at work

Today at work I moved around some mowers. They were heavy. I also cleaned up some scotts feeders. I then went to get my car. My car still needs to have service next week. It seems like it will be no issues after that. I got my oil changed in my car as well.

Tuesday

Tuesday I took my car to the dealership to get things fixed. I unloaded pots. Swept all day and did other random things at work. I showed people which grass seed to use as well.