12/30/2016

I have felt crappy lately. It is a cycle. I feel crappy so I don't have the energy to eat good then I eat crap and feel more crappy. I feel a bit better today. There is a guy selling a wheel and wheel stand on craigslist. I hope that comes through for me. One thing I always try to tap into is just a dumb and illogical positive and energetic disposition. That is one of the keys for me to work everyday and to get better everyday is to have an unrealistic and positive energy.

12/25/2016

People are afraid of being themselves because people will make fun of them. Also people will judge them. Then you have this rapper 816. He looks ridiculous. He does what he does though. Hopefully he knows that he is a true G.

12/23/2016

Yesterday was a bit hard. The days are winding down in 2016 and everyday is a grind. I just keep on doing the next thing. I went through my day very methodical. Racks 22-23-24-25 are a bitch to get in and out of and I didn't feel like having an impact yesterday. So I took my time. I actually still about hit 25 because my lift jumped a bit. I got through all of BA 12's batches which was good but there was some inventory messed up. I double counted all my batches and those were good. I don't know what was up with them. Chiefs on Sunday is what I am looking forward to. I have to make sure my batches aren't hiding as one. Going through my paper work I forgot to do a batch in the middle. I have to see the locations and think about how I am going to handle the batches. See if the locations switch around. I didn't see that one of my batches was stuck to another one. Two things I want to work on next year with the forklift. 1. Driving backwards past the pallets and coming in from the open side so I can see better. 2. Don't throw more bags than I have to. I have a bad habit lets say there is 50 bags on a pallet. My batch will call for 30 right now I will throw the thirty because I suck with the fork truck and it is easier to throw the 10 extra bags on than for me to just throw 20 off and switch tags and have the 30 on the ground as my run. That is costing me way to much time and effort. I have to learn to see like when I need 408 KG's and the pallet is 600 KG's.To throw of the bags needed ont he 600 kg and flip the pallets around change tags.

12/20/2016

Today I built 7 pectin batches and 1 piece list. Pectin are long and boring. It was pretty easy and I felt better than I sometimes do about my work. I kept my mind on cash money and I tried to have a vision for myself that was happy, in good shape, and wealthy. No matter how I feel I keep my mind on task and keep my mind on what I want to be like. I want to help people, I want to be in shape, I want to have happiness, and I want to grow. There is no way to happiness Happiness is the way. Time for a random vision board. When I get some money dad gets his cobra II mom gets her pool I get to play poker for a living and I get to go to a Penguins game!

Sunday

Friday was pretty rough. I left home an hour early to get to work. It took me the whole hour to get there. It was very bad weather. Work I was just in charge of doing the piece list. That took me the entire night. The other guy working did an amazing job of getting lots of batches done. It is funny what happens when you humble yourself. I was thinking today...what would a person smart with money do. Just hit up everyone they know to try to find answers. Seek and you shall find. One thing I never knew is how much b.s. financial advisors try to sell you. Just me taking action and accepting that I may look like an idiot for even asking gave me some advice that probably saved me money.

12/15/2016

Yesterday was another terrible day. My password still doesn't work and our batch sheets were messed up. I talked to my boss about me putting a bag in a batch that wasn't supposed to go in there and he said he would have to write me up and also me hitting a rack. I asked him if I was fired since I was on probation. He said no...maybe if you take out an entire rack. So that was not a good start of the shift. The rest of the shift actually got worse somehow. The sweeper doesn't work either so I am sick and it is dusty. Today will be better! I HAVE FAITH LOL.

12/15/2016

So yesterday sucked. I didn't want to really get out of bed because I didn't feel well and I wasn't in the mood to go to KC to see Raymond or go to work. I did it anyway because that is what you are supposed to do to get stuff done. I went to work and I didn't feel right on the fork lift and I asked if I could just throw bags. That didn't work out. So while I was on the forklift I backed into a rack. It was 1.2 g's which isn't hard enough to get retrained but hard enough to fill out a written form. That isn't good since I am on probation. I did my best not to hit anything else and stay on the grind until the shift is over. I tried to stay positive and I know tonight will be better!

12/13/2016

Today I woke up and went to planet fitness. They have good equipment. It was a pain in the butt to go there, but it is a good change of pace. I need to get out of the house and mingle as well. I went to work and I was in a bad mood. I got myself out of a bad mood by using my imagination. I have a vision of me in a white g-wagon with some Killer Mike or Run the Jewels playing. That would be a sick whip for sure. I did 9 batches and the piece list was almost 3000 kg. Considering it takes 2 hours to do 400 kg's I did pretty good. We are on 10's until christmas which sucks. I am grateful to just have a place to go to earn money.

12/12/2016

Today I went to an AA meeting. There are some people really struggling trying to stay sober through the holidays. I made sure they have my number. Unfortunately most people just get sad and depressed and never reach out and drink through the holidays. I worked today. I had starch batches that are easy to do but it still took me awhile 12 batches for BA one and piece lists 3-6-1. Sean could smash out the batches I did in an hour and a half. It took me awhile. One thing I did good is I built the bases then grabbed the k0210 and put those on top in one run. Sometimes I am an idiot and I build a batch then top off a batch with k210 then I build another batch and put the k210 off. The better way is break down your basses of l0393 and then in one run put k210 on them I did have one bag left over which means I forgot a bag on a batch or someone else did a batch. I have been watching Bob Proctor. He wants me to do an inventory how much I am earning and how much I think I will be earning next year. 14.30 an hour this year 14.40 next year is my honest answer. I believe in myself to make way more than that but those numbers were the first to pop into my mind. Holy crap this cat is annoying at 1 AM. I have to move the keyboard to my lap and my mouse somewhere because she demands attention and she demands it every night at the same time. I try to be nice though because she is just trying to mingle. now here is picture of me with alot of money because that is what I am supposed to focus on in these success books. As you can see I visually can see me with money, I can be emotionally charged, and be creative with my mind.

December 11th

I had a good birthday. I watched some football. Manchester United won. I read a little bit. I claimed on instagram that I want to earn 999 billion dollars in a year. It was all good. I drove a Buick Regal on Forza 4. That was fun. I also went for a walk. It was a pretty good day. It was an interesting weekend and we all pushed ourselves. I feel like that since I bowled in that tournament a couple weeks back I have been bowling a bit better 192-169-159. That hammer sucks and doesn't fit me and I always keep trying it. I am stubbern as a mule. I saw a mule this weekend.

Toronto UFC 206

Max Halloway. He is a beast and called out Jose Aldo. Then there was an awesome fight in that card. There was also Cowboy Cerrone's head kick.

Vision board for sunday Cobra 2 for pops Pool for mom and something else for me I forgot what it was

I want to be good at Poker-Cobra 2 for pops and pool for mom. All that in an angry penguin on today's vision board~!

12/10/16

Today I went bowling. I need to remember to slow down my approach and do the hand shake motion. I picked up my spares better than usual. We still lost 3 games. I am watching the MLS and UFC tonight.

Random vision board.

I did a good job going to work and being on the grind. I woke up today and went for a walk. That is good. I woke up and I started in on the grind. First things first. I don't want tacos I don't want to do stupid stuff. I want to win and be successful. Practice, develop, hone, cultivate my self-discipline. My work didn't go very well. I did a good job staying on task the best I could. I didn't get much done, but I didn't wreck and I got a arby's giftcard. I also really tried to finish the jobs. I wrote out short term goals. I want to read 30 minutes a day. I want to walk 5 miles a day. A goal is to journal every day. Write my goals when I wake up and when I go to bed. Spend some time every day with ideas. Sort out the ideas as well. I am trying to think what I learned today. I learned that I really am careful and I really try to be safe. I got an arby's gift card which is nice. I remember when I left my last job it hurt like hell. I needed to go back to the basics and treat people as best as possible. No matter what a person does to you be respectful and know we are all God's children.

12/09/2016

Today was annoying. I did 4 batches and a piece list. 2 batches for pectin which sucked 2 batches for BA 1 which had me on a wild goose chase trying to get stuff. I have the feeling I am going to get asked on monday what the hell I was doing. Other than that I am doing good. I like to post when I do self-control or self-discipline. Especially like today. I have been hungry wanting to snack. I waited out the craving. I also had a craving for tacos and that passed. As a good job I post on instagram my successes.

12/09/2016

Today was a pain. We were down a man at work. I got 3 piece lists done 2 batches and Calen and I team built 10 batches. We had to take down some full pallets for replacement shelves. I also had to dig for some KG's in a random batch. It took forever. It was annoying. I did a good job not losing my cool. I did a good job just keep grinding. We also had no impacts which is really important. The best thing I did is my boss said to "Take down these full pallets so we can put up new shelves." I stopped mid-shift and by God come hell or high water I was doing what the boss said.

December 7th

What did I do today to be successful? I went to the doctor. We didn't adjust any meds although one I am going to take later in the day. I got eight batches with two piece lists. The 5 batches I did were hard and had lots of bags different materials. Some of the materials would have me bounce around instead of just burning up a location. It was annoying and eight isn't great. The good news is I was flying around and wasn't tired and the batches didn't need wrapped because they were stacked decently. I wouldn't have done anything differently.

12/07/2016

I did 2 piece lists today and 11 batches. The batches were pretty big and they didn't look like crap so I didn't have to wrap them. That is a huge step in the right direction because one of the things that sucks up my day is having to wrap batches that don't have slick bags. Yeah there are batches with boxes and slick bags that you have to wrap, but my batches were so jank I always had to wrap them. 3rd shift supervisor Brad saw me do standup one time and recognized me. That was weird.

12/05/2016

Woke up today. Walked for a couple miles on the treadmill. Went to AA. I had to work until 2 AM. I got 5 pectin done and 3 BA 5 done Piece list 5 done as well. Boss wanted me to sweep under two bays like these long bays I got one done but it was 2 PM and Brad the night supervisor told me to go home.

12/02/2016

I got 1 piece list done and 10 batches done. Our team didn't have any impacts for the month of November. That is really good work.

12/01/2016

I got 5 batches and 2 piece lists done. We had catfish it was delicious. I felt terrible. Bad mood and a bit sick. I made it through. Cultivated perseverance, toughness, and awesomeness.