Thursday

Raymond couldn't meet me on Wednesday. I went down for an AA meeting it was a pretty good day. I got my work done at work and on Thursday I went down to see Raymond. He is doing good but he is sad he is selling his lake house. I will pray for him. That is about it I am looking forward to sporting kc this weekend. I messaged both Kris and Molly that we will be in the south stands having a great time.

03/26/2019

I woke up today and was a bit lighter after having a low point weight watcher day. I went and got more grapes and eggs. I played some project cars 2 but I didn't get very far on practice. I couldn't make up my mind what to play as far as video game wise in the time I woke up and went to work so I didn't get shit done and just farted around for 2 hours. It is a long way until 3 day weekend for easter but I am grateful that I have hours to get to work and stuff.

03/25

I woke up today and got my car fixed. It cost hella money. I made sure I went to bed yesterday at a good hour and didn't play grab ass. My sole thing to do is to keep my car up and running so I can get to work. So I got that done. I then pitched a dandy of a game in Super Mega Baseball 2. I love getting joy from striking computers out with sliders. I moved some stuff to the garage and my room is a bit more organized. I like all my wires to be in a room that is strictly to look shitty and for video games. This week seems to be looking long but I always get through it.

0322

The spring training trip was fun. Great to be with my family and friends. Royals looked good but it is only spring training. They are supposed to suck. Anxiety and depression was manageable on the trip and better than it was 4 years ago. That gives me hope that 4 years from now I will have even more fun and happiness.

03/14

This week has been tough. We are down a man at work. We are working our asses of to stay caught up. Few workers are good and most of them are average and some of them suck. I asked God for Faith so I wouldn't be scared of shit I couldn't control. My check engine light came on and i went to have it checked out. It will be 400 bucks! I had a bad day in weight watchers. I had a tenderloin and chicken sandwhich right when I got up which put me at 33 for the entire day. Maybe I can avoid eating fried pickles this weekend and make progress down to 185 or lower so I can run and be as light and healthy as possible.

03/13/

Went to AA. My engine light came on. Parts guy said it is going to be 400. That sucks. What can you do though?

03/11/2019

Sunday I went to watch sporting kc. It was a bounce back game for Zusi who played better. Melia had the play of the game when he stopped a penalty shot. Illi had the PK and there was an own goal. Auralliun Collin was there on the other team. After the game I played some slots at hollywood and didn't do well. I went down town to Westport and it looked like people were trying to get out and be social. Lots of bikes. I played some pinball and some video games and at about that time I walked around westport for awhile I called it a night and went home. Somehow in all this I got sunburned. I try to make it to westport once a quarter i suppose. I was there last november. Before the game I ate fried pickles at hooters which was 78 points in weight watchers. For those of you at home who don't know. That is hella shitty.

03/07/19

Yesterday at work we were a bit behind I did 6 batches when I got in and did 39 with Kyle. He got on my case about 4 bags but once we figured out everything we moved on because there was tons of shit to be done. We didn't know Austin the night guy wasn't coming in so we scrambled to get 3 batches at the end of the night. I did pretty good eating I don't remember much exept for a fetttichini dinner and beans and pickles

03/07/19

Sporting lost yesterday but they got an away goal. So they have to come home and whoop that ass 2-0 to move on. Their first MLS game is this sunday. I have been tracking my weight watchers points somewhat. I had a shitload of grapes yesterday. So I probably traked 75% this week. I don't think I am going to weight less this week I may weight more which would kind of suck because that is my one year anniversery but I feel good about myself and I feel good going forward when it gets nice I can get back under 200. I am at 224 now. I play apex legends a couple times and I try to play RFACTOR 2 but that game the nascar on it feels not right and the computer sucks at driving. I will continue to mess with RFACTOR to get a realistic nascar feel until then my sim season with Papyrus Nascar racing 2003 goes on. I got vacation in 2 more fucking weeks! I am going to try my best to do my taxes next year with turbo tax. HNR block is a rip off.

03/05/19

Today is Tuesday. I am just grinding with kyle to get shit done. In a couple weeks I will be at Royals spring training and I found out a couple of my friends will be there as well. It sounds like a good time. Royals lost salvy but gained well IDK. I played some Apex Legends today. I am going to try to learn what I can about the game. I played a bit of Asseto Corsa and Warthunder yesterday. Nothing excited to report. I got my team got beat 2 out of 3 on war thunder.

Sporting Loses in shitty ending

Sporting played pretty bad. 10 Yellow cards 1 Red card and a late game stunner to lose at LAFC. Next week they come home for the home opener. Zusi looked like shit. Like DJ from the chiefs just getting old. I played IL-STUMORVIK most of the weekend. It was really fun and I am not getting as sick as I once was. I am a russian and my name is Raf Rodmonovich. The game is a sim and it is very hard but addicting. I fell asleep just wanting to get back on that VR. When I was turning in formation with VR and my wingman was 20 feet away out of my window it was another HOLY SHIT moment.