Today

Today I left the psych ward. I called the insurance company because I hit a parked car and I also lost some papers but later on found them. I feel good although sometimes my mood can turn on a dime.

3 day weekend

I had a 3 day weekend this weekend. I felt a bit meh. I went to IOWA with moms to gamble. The highlight was sporting kc and the royals winning. That helped keep my losses down. We drove back and it was nice to get my mom out of the house and my dad some space to paint and clean. It is Monday and I am just chilling and playing video games.

05/03/

The weekened was ok. I weigh 245 which is alot but I am not stressing. My dad took me on a monte drive and it was beautiful out. I have overtime this week which sucks.

05//01

It seeems like my meds are doiong better. Next week we will be doing overtime. That will be a challenge I am sure it will be fine. It seems like my meds helped calm me down so I didn't shove candy bars in my mouth. That is progress. I was able to go for a monte ride on Saturday. A bit borining but borning is good.

04/30

Going back and listening and reading old journal posts I really worked hard to pay off my car and tried to buildd that skill of loving delayed gratification. Yesterday I didn't get nervous when kyle came out to the floor which is progress I am nervous as fuck normally.