Tuesday Morning

Well counting down the days until Sporting KC opens up. Kris posted the LMFAO song Shots and that reminded me of my days down at Living Strong Sporting park! The Chiefs placed the franchise tag on Bowe, which I don't know what that is..I am assuming it is like a cow tag they pierce through his ear with some sort of biochemical agent to help him from dropping poorly thrown Cassel balls. I came up with a text based game over the phone called "Weekend Simulator 5000" first you choose your character. Middle class worker, Lumberjack, NBA player, or stripper. You can go to various places like the Ironically named casino "No Dice" or you can go to the strip club "Dam Beaver" basically it is awesome.

Nascar notes

Denny Hamlin has a good looking race car and he won the Sprint Cup race. The Subway 500 was overall pretty boring but looked good on my awesome TV! Penske will switch to Ford. Dale Jr. finishes mid-pack, Kasey Kane got into the wall early. A couple years back Elliot Sadler was hotter than donut grease, now he can't get a ride in Sprint Cup. He did get a win in the Nationwide race, so good for him. I enjoyed the pre-race radio brought by sirus radio in my vehicle. It was pretty informative. I guess subway provided free food all weekend and everyone was eating the crap out of it. I am not a big Subway fan, but I am a big FREE subway fan.

Monday

Monday started ok, pretty relaxed. My legs started hurting because I walked an hour on Sunday so it was catching up to me a bit. I fought off the need to take an advil and went through my day. My day was a bit crazy, but I was well rested, when I am well rested I can see the world as a good place. If I am tired I will be irritable and pissed. I went out to Dennys with Kris and Jason. It is way cheaper than Perkins but I am sure one of us will be getting food poisoning. Overall I feel better than I have felt in awhile. Sometimes fear of losing what I have creeps in and it takes awhile to let that go. God always gives us what we need to survive. Shelter, Love, food, water, in America these things are pretty easy to come by. My problems the last couple weeks were mostly I feel disrespected. So I am at peace for today. I did drive my Jeep around and eat gummy worms today. That was awesome! I never noticed this before my the shit times in my life are ususally the same points. January and Feb usually suck because the holidays are over and it is back to work or school. Aug always sucked because it was back to school or back to football (UGH) I don't know why I never think about this but that was probably the shittiest part of my life was being in High School, that sucked enough, then getting the shit beat out of me by Matthias and Bentrop in 100 degree heat. I loved Milky Way Dark and 64oz of regular cokes back then. That made me feel better. Anyway sometimes I forget the big picture. I went through a bunch of bullshit like high school and college, this is supposed to be a good time in my life! Today is just that.

Weekend

Friday started ok. I went for a walk. I was pretty tense. I was going to go straight home and just try to relax, but I talked to a couple of friends. I looked hard at what has been bothering me of late. I take things to personally and I am a people people. So those two things can screw up my happiness. My basic thought is that over time I will stop caring what people think and I will become less sensitive to people bitching at me. This has already happened as I find myself not feeling hurt less and less, still sometimes people do things that burn me up and make me sore. Whew so Friday was good I stayed out of trouble. Saturday I woke up and went for a walk, I then went shopping and got some chicken, I went and bought junk food from dollar general and finally put in hours and hours of work washing my jeep. When I say hours and hours I mean I put in money at the car wash and robots washed my jeep. Kris came over in the afternoon while I was watching basketball. It was boring but we caught up on what was with life. My time warner cable went down, but it came back up. I spent the night watching hoops and just enjoying my life. It was awesome and I fell asleep peacefully. Sunday I got up watched some Walking Dead, walked, I then went to see my parents, my sister, my nephew for lunch. I had a chicken wrap and broccoli. It was very good. I bought a mattrace from Nebraska Furnature Mart. It was nicely priced and my Dad helped me put it in my apartment. So in the last year I have gotten a new Jeep, new glasses, Smartphone, and TV. I am not going to lie. My life is good!

Saturday

Today is Senior day. Great day for Mizzou and Kansas as their regular season comes a close with two great seasons. I am currently watching Duke and North Carolina. It is a good game. Elliot Sadler won the Nationwide race in Phoenix and the Sprint Cup races tomorrow. Kris came over and we watched some of the Missouri Valley tournament today. It is very very funny because they call it "arch madness" because it is played in St. Louis. In non surprising news Rick Majarous went to the hospital. He is 400 pounds, he scratches his head until it bleeds, he is always sick and going to the hospital. I got up and went for a walk today. It was ok, it was really cold for being March. So it was more painful than being refreshing, but I got it done and that is what matters. Working out or going for walk is about putting in work and getting results.

Happy Friday

Feeling better today. I live this bizarre life in recovery where people live by a code that "normies" don't live by. It basically says to be helpful whenever possible, but what I find out is people only are "helpful when they want to" Yes I am a butthurt child sometimes. That is ok though! I am going to have a good Friday. The weather is supposed to be shit, but I got some video games and some TV to catch up on. Lebron and Wade teamed up for a sick dunk yesterday as the Heat Won. I am ready for Vacation so here is hoping for a quick couple of weeks.

Thursday

Thursday was alittle bit rough. Just stuff getting on my nerves. Ugh...atleast I am in America and I have shelter and clothes. I kinda get tired of people saying that they do things for other people bla bla bla and they are the ones that are the ones that just run around screwing people. It's a long story all I know is I can't control people I can just control my attitude and actions. So I will work through it.