Friday and this weekend

This weekend is kind of a cluster. I am planning on hanging out with Raymond tonight then maybe work out. Tomorrow I am helping my friend move then my friend is speaking at 8 pm. Sunday is grab bag. I don't know what is going on.

The Rocking Chair Test

When I am old in rocking chair am I going to regret something I did or didn't do. Like today I went to the dentist. He recommended a bunch of horse shit that I do. I bought his mouthwash for my gums for 20 bucks and awhile back I bought a brand of electric toothbrush he recommended. When doing the rocking chair test I can say most people wish they took care of their teeth better. So to sum it up I am doing what I can to keep my teeth and my body in good health so I never say "damn I wish I took better care of my self" The toothbrush the dentist recommended does work well. I bought one for my mom because I think it helps keep teeth white with less effort. So take care of your teeth and body people. So you will enjoy your days in your rocking chair.

So as you can tell I went to the dentist today. I also went for a walk. I tried to eat healthy but I snuck in some tostidos. What can I say. I love junk food. I watched some baseball. The baseball seemed exciting but it couldn't hold my interest much. Chiefs this weekend! Brady Quinn is going to have a couple touchdowns as the chiefs march back to 8-8.

Wednesday

Wednesday was more of the same deffered gratification I am used too. Work now recieve pleasure at a later date. I felt pretty good most of the day though. I just have to pray and do the next right thing and everything turns out ok. I wish I was enjoying baseball and football more right now but with the Royals and The Chiefs sucking it is a downer. I am looking forward to some hoops action soon. Raul Ibanez just hit a homerun to tie the game. He pinched hit for A-Rod. That is weird to say the least. The US MENS SOCCER team will be playing at Livestrong on Tuesday. I probably won't go, but I will be watching it on T.V. It will be fun to see Graham Zusi in the Stars and Stripes uniform. I think the Chiefs will win this weekend. Unfortunately Pioli thinks that Cassel is awesome, but the entire world sees that he can't even pass the ball 10 yards. That is probably the first thing I would look for in a quarterback...is his ability to pass the ball. The shitty thing about The Chiefs is they turn the ball over a ton AND they play conservitive. Leave it to a Kansas City team to do something that takes sucking to a whole new level. The NFL is set up to bring everyone back to 8-8 so I am sure the Chiefs will win some games down the stretch. Brady Quinn looked ok with the two passes he threw so maybe we can get a couple wins and make a playoff push. The defense has looked pretty good so far. Kendrick Lewis is coming as well as Glenn Dorsey. So we shall see my friends.


edit Ibanez just hit another homerun

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Tuesday. I went to work. I have been busting my ass going through tons of pain and growing. It is paying off a bit as my boss said I did a good job on Monday. My work ethic is getting better as I am getting used to filling my entire day with productive things. I know now that I need to do a better job of stopping bad habits. Anyway I got off work and my eyes felt like they were going to bleed. JJ and I went to Starbucks just to do something different. It was actually a nice change of pace. I then had some food and went for a walk. I have to be honest and be for real for a second. I had positive thoughts all day but I felt like shit. I know I am on my way to a great life, but right now it just seems like everything is so far off. I did like the way I treated people and I liked the fact I went for walk to try to change my state of mind. So tomorrow is a new day. It will probably full of Gods grace as ususal. I am just thankful I made it to work and made it home and that I didn't screw anything up too bad today. I will do a quick gratitude list though to make sure I finish on what I have in my life. My jeep is sweet, my parents are awesome, sister is good, V-Foundation, Byrdman are good. A roof over my head, salads, and toilet paper. I guess my life is actually pretty good.

Monday

I am asking myself some questions this morning. Because questions are powerful. Your brain answers them when you ask them.

How can I make this week better than the last?
Am I going towards my goals?
What have you done for other people today?
How many snack cakes do you intend to eat?
How am I going to get in better shape today?

I am going to laugh more and grow this week. Yes I am going towards my goals. I will hold doors for people and be positive. I will live with passion. I will eat 2 snack cakes. I will go for walks and try to lift weights when I can. I also plan to have fun playing some x-box either tonight or tomorrow. I noticed how much it changed my state of mind from blah to oh ok I am having fun.

Sunday

We are one game closer to never seeing Matt Cassel again. Sporting KC got 1 point. The Royals didn't lose...so pretty good day of Sports. This weekend was pretty good. Adam, JJ, Kris Von German, Molly, Laura all came over to watch sports. They brought me food which was nice of them. They show lots of respect and love for me. I have to say most the people I know are respectful of me these days. I guess it is maturaty, but I just don't get made fun of like I did as a kid. So that is good. I am pretty warn out as I am writing this. This week is going to be another week of learning and work. That is ok with me right now. I would rather be learning and growing and making some dollars than be a broke ass. My goals this week is to treat every moment as valuable.

Saturday morning

I woke up today and bought cans of chili and I also bought white people to go along with them. I am excited to watch the games this weekend. The Chiefs are playing tomorrow then Sporting Kansas City at 3pm. It should be an awesome weekend if you love sports. There is also baseball on so I may catch some of that.