Monday and Tuesday

Monday and Tuesday were the same. Just doing some work and going to black dog. I do have a story I would like to share.
I went to Hy-Vee on Monday night. There was a young man behind the counter. Two girls were really into him. They were asking him if he was a senior..where he went to school...you know the most obvious freaking questions if a girl thinks you were cute. Now I was going to intervine to help the dude score a number from this girl, but decided that it may freak the young pup out. After the long ass transaction was over I asked him "did you get a number out of that situation?" He laughed and got all embarrassed and I laughed and a dude behind me joined in giving him the business about how those girls were waayyyy into him. He said he already had a girlfriend. I told him THAT'S WHEN YOU GET TWO GIRLFRIENDS!!! So hopefully the young dude will notice for sure when girls are into him next time.

Mind Games

The key for me to keep moving is always Mind Games. There is so much stuff that is painful that I need to slog through I am always trying to find a reason that makes me feel good to move forward to grow. Gaining money doesn't make feel good, but threaten my Jeep or make me think about moving to a dangerous part of town. That tends to get my ass in gear. One thing that makes me feel good as of late is maybe renting a room out with my friend Jason. He has good get togethers that help me to move forward, but I also like my own place. This idea is one of the few ideas that makes me feel good. Of course my sports teams help me move forward as well as well as my family, but I am just spitball and riffing on ideas of where to take myself from here.

Sporting had a big win yesterday. They are a very deep team. So many guys just fighting to get minutes. Matt Besler didn't play which was wierd. He has played every game I have ever seen even including the few I saw on TV when they were the wizards. Get well soon Matt!

Random Picture from my derby day watching.

Amazing day at the K

Butler had a big hit to tie the game. Gordon had the hit to win the game. Great win. Sporting KC also kicked ass 4-0. Fun day all around.

Sunday

Yesterday Orb won the Kentucky Derby. It was a great race and I was downtown at the central library to watch it. It was fun and I was glad I could be of service. They also had snacks. The Royals won their game with a huge outing by Jguts. Hosmer had some hits and is at least making contact. Penguins, Royals, and Sporting KC are playing today. It will be interesting to see how the addition of Kei Kamara is with sporting KC and how that impacts the team. I like Kei, Bieler, cj up top, Zusi, Uri, Fielhabersz then in back Collin, Meyers, Besler sinovic.

friday and saturday

The Penguins lost yesterday which sucked. I listened to them lose while hanging out at black dog with Jason. I have made waking up and listening Tommy favorite songs apart.of my routine. Seems to put me in a good mood. Music helps me enjoy my walks more as well. Royals may never play again with this crappy weather.

blah day

Today was bla... The Royals got postponed.. I saw a girl I used to/still do? Like...she dates one of my other friends. I like girls who seem to really be crappy people sometime. I did enjoy seeing her as it made me feel good and since I have been sober a couple years...chicks....winning baseball and coffee are the closest thing to a buzz that I get.