Thursday

Thursday I met with Raymond. Went over to NKC and went to the North Oak AA group. It was ok. I then whisked Andrea away to a romantic dinner at CiCi's then we went to the bowling alley and drank coffee at the diner. I was in a decent mood yesterday and traffic and people didn't bother me. People in AA really looked like crap yesterday. Glad I was sober and not in jail and not pooping my pants in jail.

Thursday

Today I woke up..took a shower. I had the day off. I went to Hollywood casino. Lost 20 dollars...I can play for a couple hours but I always end up playing the games that look fun, and of course that is when I lose my money the quickest. I then really wanted to eat something good. I eat so much beef jerky, nuts, peanut butter, that I really was like...it is my day off. I had an omlettee and it was warm and delicious. I was going to save the hashbrowns and toast, but I don't even risk putting carbs in my car because I don't want the temptation. I tipped very average because I thought my waitress sucked.

Wednesday

Wednesday was ok. I sold only one thing at work. That isn't very good. I felt like that I was doing good, the fish weren't biting. I bought beef jerky from aldi's today. That is rad. I went for a walk for a mile after work at 24 hour fitness.

Wednesday

I woke up..Charged up my laundry card. I did laundry. I went for a mile walk on the treadmill. I went by the library but they were closed. I got me a mountain dew. I played the greatest level of Grand Theft Auto 5 ever called "The Heist"

Tuesday

Tuesday was pretty good. I spent some of my day thinking about work which is good. I checked my credit card account 100 times today to see if my payment was posted. Sometimes I get obsessed with the weirdest things. I guess I would rather be obsessed with that than other things. Andrea visited me at lunch. She said she made brownies, but she made these cut out "E"'s which meant they were litterally "brown E's" I almost pee'd my pants laughing so hard. That was funny. I worked hard to sell and work today. It went ok. I was pretty proud of myself that I really try to work. I got off work and went to 24 hour fitness and walked on the treadmill.

Today

Today I am grateful I have some direction or skill that I can cultivate. I hate reading books about how to improve my skills and it sucks when I didn't have a job. It gets a bit overwhelming to keep grinding day after day, but it is worse when you have nothing to do of value and you just have to keep finding ways keep busy. So long story short it is nice to at-least make a choice that I am going to be worker who specializes in being patience and empathetic. Those skills will help me to go to work day in and day out and also help people.

Tuesday

Tuesday was a beautiful day out. I put on my Chiefs Track jacket and went to the Bank. I paid some more on my credit card bill. It was nice. I then got dollar bills in exchange for 20 dollars so I can feel awesome like a big time baller with dollar bills all over the plain.


The Royals are off today I believe. Sporting KC plays this weekend. Sporting KC features Dom Dwyer who may start going on a superstar like run. SKC is pretty loaded.