Tuesday

Tuesday I woke up in a bad mood. Construction and lack of sleep ruined my morning. I won my first fantasy football week. I tried to get my picks in for this weekend and the website was down. I am struggling to get a computer to be able to sync music and video with my phone. That has sucked. I am wearing a blue polo and brooks brothers pants. This is lots of money in clothes. I am glad my brooks brothers pants still fit. My diet has been crap as of late, but getting a bit better. I weighed 210 the other day and that was up from 196 in April. I have been struggling to just get through the work day and get to AA meetings so I am going to forgive myself if I don't hit my marks on my diet, as long as I am going to work and being productive and I am not out partying I can look myself in the eye and know I am doing everything I can to help the people around me feel good. I feel decent about myself. My dad's birthday party went well. I did everything in my power to heal and make sure his ribs were o.k. Someone else is mowing the lawn and I bought him a gift card. I didn't know I was supposed to give him cash, but I figure $60 bucks he can go to wal-mart and get a new toy or tablet or something fun. That is all for today. I have been selling o.k. I had a sell yesterday that I think wasn't going well I don't think the guy understood what he was buying, so I aborted the sale. I did what I think was right even though it cost me a sale. My conscience says I did the right thing. Character and doing good things is all we have lots of times. Prayers go out for my friend Johnathon he has cancer, prayers for the hungry people in this world, prayers to my dads ribs and his bowling stroke. I pray for peace as always in the middle east as well.

Monday Morning blog

The Royals did awesome this weekend. I hate the Yankees. My dads party went well. There was lots of people there and we as a family are blessed. The Chiefs were awful this weekend and so was Sporting KC. Thiery Henry had an awesome goal though. I ate lots of delicious food and my dad and I went for a long convertable ride. It was was boating without the boat day! I didn't get much else done but I did do some laundry and just vacuumed a bit at Andrea's house. I got my dad a card and a wal-mart gift card. It is nice to work really hard and buy things for other people. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.

Work

Today I sat with my supervisor Aaron. He wanted me to work on certain aspects of my work life. We did a review and he had nothing but good things to say. He said I related to customers as a human. That I was kind and professional. I could work on slowing down but overall he loved what I was doing. This made me feel good as I spend every breathe in my body getting better at work and at being patient and having compassion to people. I strive to really be cool to people and that way I know that I am doing my best to play nice with others. NFL kicks off tonight. Go team and or community college. I spend lots of my time during my day with people and I know that I need to be repectful and be patient, loving and tolerant.

Royals win again

Royals win again. I met with Raymond today. We talked about working out of service. It was good. I am going to lay down now.

Tuesday

Tuesday I tried a different selling style that my boss wanted me to do. We have these things called exeptions that aren't good and I am fearful that I may have gotten one. I will trust my boss that he knows better than me and that things will work out. Everyday and every way I am growing. The Royals won yesterday and sporting kc is on tonight. I went for a two-mile walk today and it was special because I added a walk around the cemetery. I added some speaker tapes to the mp3 which I am going to give to Andrea before her vacation. That is about it. The secret to life is giving!

Always taking action

I have some goals that I am always trying to achieve. I want to stay sober. I want to improve myself day in and day out no matter how small. I like to watch self-development videos. I want to master my state of mind so when I am in a bad mood I can change it on the fly. I like to educate others about all the educational mp3s I have listened to over the years. I know even though it doesn't always come out in my action I have listened to hours and hours of self-development mp3's and read lots of writing on the subject.

Labor Day weekend.

I had some goals to get accomplished this Labor day. I wanted to not get arrested. Not wake up Monday morning hungover, and not anger my girlfriend too bad. I was able to accomplish all three. What a great feeling accomplishing goals feels.

Over the weekend I went boating with my girlfriends parents. It was very beautiful out and it provided good pictures. I was able to enjoy Thunderstorms. Monday was the big day. The big day to head to Menards for the big Labor day sale. we were able to really see what they had in stock and enjoy ourselves.