January 8th video blog

why is the camera so close you ask? It is like 7:30 AM.

If you are unhappy

I thought it was funny because there was several people who switched jobs thinking it was going to make them happier. In general. If you are unhappy inside..you are going to be unhappy at your job, with or without a relationship, and with your life in general. I have been feeling a bit better. I had to work through so much crap with my doctor, AA, work, on the inside I have faith. I have faith because I have a white hot burning desire to be successful and to have a purpose with my life. I read "Think and Grow rich" most days and that book talks about how it starts with a burning hot desire..then that goes to faith or a vision...then to action...then back to the white hot burning desire.


when your life sucks this prayer helps LOL I pray that I may see God's meaning in my life. I pray that I may gladly accept what God has to teach me.

Thursday

Trying to get FLMA has been a complete pain in the ass. Keep working keep grinding. I went to AA yesterday. Once again keep working...keep grinding. Everything seems to suck, but as long as I keep learning and getting better each day my life gets better. It was fun to flex a little bit for Byrdman. I don't make much money, but I still like to flex with cars, rap music, buffalo wild wings, and KU tickets. I have been walking but not grinding on the diet. My main focus has been getting FMLA, getting through work, going to AA, and just generally not screwing up stuff. E-40, Kendrick Lamar, Artic Monkeys. That is what I have been listening too.

Reading Tony Robbins book part 1

Trivia winners

Yesterday I went out for trivia. We won trivia. I know my african amaerican oscar winners and my sports trivia.

Date

So I had this breakfast date today. Total pain in the ass downtown. I shaved and I didn't dress or talk like a jackass. Yay me. I did my part. No1cur what happens next.

1/3

Yesterday I went over to Engineer Matts. He gave me some hot stock tips. Mainly we talked about how to make so much money you can live off of the interest. It definitely caught my "interest." The main fight yesterday was really good. The fights have been lately been awesome under cards but the main cards were crappy. Yesterday the main fight was good with Ruthless Robbie Lawler coming away with a victory.



that is me talking about some of my goals.

I hung out with Jason and Adam and we talked about how awesome the chiefs are! I got my haircut today and I filled up my car with gas. I was about ready to get my car washed but the automatic car wash was all jacked up. The guy in-front of me got one half-assed car wash. I am grateful it wasn't me.