Attitude and Interest

I was watching some videos and one of the important aspect of any job is being interested in what you are doing. Taking ownership, having your heart into safety and the well-being for yourself and the company. Some of the techniques that lifted some of the fear off of me is to not focus on what I am getting, but to simply be focused and interested in doing the task at hand, interested in making companies successful, and provide value to people places and things. The change from me me me to what can I add of value helps lift fear if you focus on providing value.

09/22/16

This week was pretty challenging. I have under preformed at school and work most of my life. I feel like and told that I am a smart guy, but I just can't seem to focus or execute simple tasks. I will continue to work on the game within the game. The Royals are falling apart, but nfl is going strong so who cares much about baseball anymore. I got two new books "How to Crush it" and "Built to last" I am still grinding on "The intelligent Investor" it is not an easy read but I will keep at it. I hope to make more money someday, but if nothing else it is pretty entertaining and it feels good to be an carrier of a bunch of knowledge I will never put to use.

09/20/2016

This last weekend was a nice little weekend. I went to the Royals game in which we had baller seats. We bowled. I don't think our team did well. I was able to play farming simulator and elder scrolls a bit. I bowled alright it seemed like everyone else bowled alright as well. Work seems to be calming down a bit which is nice. The guy who was in a motorcycle accident came back so that was less work for me.

People

A dude at work got injured on a motorcycle. It was important for me that I focused on my text to him be about him and his well-being. I hate always being about me-me-me. I sent him a text, told him to relax. If I can improve in area's of being self-less and also being humble, it makes up for some parts of my life that I don't like.


I like using this old camcorder for poops and giggles. I lost the data SD major to mini adapter disk to it though. Sad face.

New books. I have been plugging my way through "Intelligent Investory" I ordered two new books "crush it" and "built to last" by Jim Collins.

09/11/2016

I woke up on Saturday pretty sore. I had been lifting bags for 10 hours all week. I had a rough week at work, but at-least I am working, and at-least I am learning somethings. You always can learn and relearn how to stick to things. Stick to reading, stick to learning, don't quit. Saturday we bowled. I had 2 good games, my dad did o.k. We lost 3 and maybe 4 games. It wasn't good, but Barb on our team had a good day. My uncle Adam came in and he was walking which was good because he had a horrible accident awhile back. It was fun to see my uncle Adam and Uncle Mike together. My extended family aren't too good to each other. Sunday we went down to Lawrence. It was a beautiful day. I miss Mass street and some other things about lawrence. We bowled and I had one good and one bad game. We raised some money for Cortlands school. We then took family photo's and we ate ice cream. I got to watch some football and my work called which upset me for awhile. Crap is always going to be messed up for me I suppose.

Weekend

3-day weekends are a great time to relax and catch up on some rest. I was able to get some sleep and recharge my batteries and get prepared for work on Tuesday. An overlooked part of success is knowing when to take breaks when it makes sense to do so. I watched some football and enjoyed some other people working on the gridiron. Nothing like some entertainment. My dad and I watched the Texas and Notre Dame game. It was a barn burner. I was able to play some Elder Scrolls but it was a grind. War Thunder is a way more fun game but I have it in my head if I stick to Elder Scrolls it will be more rewarding. I also played farming simulator. I finally got in the black for the first time in awhile. Tractors are expensive.

09/05/2016

Labor day weekend. We did a bit better as a team this weekend in bowling. I had a 225, 135, and a 197. The lighter ball seemed to be more fun because it was easier to throw. My dad's new ball seems to be doing well as well. Notre Dame lost in what was a great game vs. Texas. Vinnie's Snapchat is amazingly awesome. I did some fishing. Catfish love hot dogs.