Sunday

The Chiefs lost. No real hope exept that with this kind of showing, there maybe big changes coming soon. Byrd and I had a great Saturday. He is a good friend that encourages me and he is good to the people in his life. Back to Sunday for minute...I woke up and got some food from Hy-Vee. Adam, JT, Suzanne, Molly, Von German, and Jason showed up to watch the game. It was pretty fun and I love providing a place to watch the game. We had cookies, thin crust pizza, cheese pizza, and chicken strips. Already this season I have cooked probably 20 pizzas. It is really fun. After the chiefs lost I watched Manchester United vs. Tottingham hotspurs. That game was fun, but manchester lost so that was a bummer. I went to Black Dog after that and I was warn out. I really worked hard making pizzas and buying pizzas for 5 hours. I cleaned my apartment because there was girls come over and I didn't want them telling their other girlfriends that my apartment was a shit pile. I did the best I could to have my apartment clean, to provide food, and a joyous attitude. It really did feel good because I know the crap I go through to make enough money to have the things I do. I am really trying to focus on being positive, growing my work ethic, and feel good about my life. I think my experiences do change peoples lives. There is a young man who hangs out at the black dog named Adam Rapper. He wants to be a rapper. I told him that "There are going to be people in your life that say you aren't good at rapping" just because someone says it doesn't make it true. You keep taking action to be a rapper. You decide that you want to be a rapper and go for it. I am deciding I am going to be a hard worker who prays and who helps people. That is the vision I have for myself. Have a good Monday.

Friday night

Friday day I pushed through another day and I felt I improved myself as a person. I also improved with my money as "The Byrdman" gave me 20 dollars for the Sporting Kansas City game. I picked up Bryce and we went to Hooters. There was some Kansas trash there "tuning the headlights" of my favorite server. Luckily the Hooters Waitress has an MMA Brown Boyfriend that was going to drive up and punch the Meth right out of these fools. I really wanted to see this but me and "The Byrdman" kept moving and went to the game. Parking was a bit of a mess but we got in. Molly and Laura saved me a seat. I love Matt Beasler and Zusi had a huge game. The crowd was awesome and SKC won and are now in the playoffs. It will be interesting to see what Peter Vermes does with the lineup. Chance Meyers played wing yesterday which is wierd, I didn't think he played well, but oh well. The Back line I think needs to be Besler, Colin, Sinovic. middle Ceasar-Nags-Suzi-Espinoza- and Sapong up top. That is solid lineup that may get us to the MLS Cup. Nagamura and Espinoza have been huge this season. Today I don't know what I am doing but I am sure it will involve talking to beautiful people...both male and female.

Friday night

Carefree wherever we may be. We are the famous SKC! Tonight we wiz on the fire. I am picking up "The Byrdman" at around 6 and we are heading to Livestrong Sporting Park to watch the game. Joseph Peterson got a Red Card last week so he is out for the game. Sapong Kei and Zusi up top. Ceasar Espinoza Nagamura Orial in the middle, Besler Collin Sinovic, and Chance Meyers in the back. It should be a good one. Chiefs are also doing stuff this Saturday. Yeah buddy! What I want to get done is to get Laundry done, clean the apartment, Enjoy some football, buy food that looks and tastes good (Just in case people come over) Byrd will probably be flying along with me so I am going to try to be positive. I am going to have it in mind on the things I have been working on (Like Anchoring positive results and feelings to hard and completed work) We may end up in hooters were I will try to just get the wings or fried pickles. Last time I went overbored haha. I am also going to pray this weekend for God's help.

Thursday

Thursday was ok. There is always a point in the day where I just think I can't go on and I want to run away, but then I try to go 20% farther than I think I can go. I have seen this 20% thing in several places and it has stuck with me. Anyway I made it through my day, then I went for a 2-mile walk which was pretty impressive considering the amount of emotional energy I have been spending on work and my attitude. I went to black dog and my friend Adam was there. Adam is a beast in the weight room and a good looking guy. He just got a Lexus and now he is the hottest guy I know. He is down to earth and we have good times. I may not have the most money in the world but I have the best group of friends right now. Vinnie is always happy and always moving forward, Bryce is kind and very funny, the Elder Statesman has truly been an older brother to me throughout H.S. and life in general. Kris is my brother and Jason is a guy that who can talk women and drink coffee with. Raymond of course is awesome as well, but I cringe when I think about him because I don't want to be messing up around him. Overall I really have it good and it is strange to have people want to come to my apt and watch games. So I am continue to do what I am doing because 90% of my day kinda sucks but the 10% that doesn't is so good it is worth the work. I used to hate getting my oil changed, getting a hair cut, shopping for clothes, but I really anchored the idea of happiness to those events and it has made my quality of life better. I really can't wait until I can truly associate working with making money and helping people. I still associate work with pain, but if I keep working my attitude I will want to work more. I know in my heart it can be be done because there are days when I wake up and I know for a fact God has gave me the gift to give good customer service, the gift to work with others, and the gift to get my ass to work. So anyways I will keep working keep changing, and keep praying.

Do it now do it right Wednesday night

Yesterday I had a good situation for me to practice what I preach. I have never been one to do the job correctly the first time but yesterday there was a specific situation where I could either half-ass something and spend days on it, or do it correct the first time and be done with it. It was a self-esteem building for sure that is going to anchor my sails while my ship of glory sails on the success ocean! Royals lost yesterday. Frenchy hit a homerun, but he still sucks. One more day until I can be #carefree with SKC. Bryce wants to hit on alt chicks down in westport. V-Foundation is talking to a nice girl and we all seem to be free from aids. All and all things are going well and I am remaining positive. Positive things happen to positive things. Thoughts become things. I am still trying to anchor the idea of hard work to positive vibes. To really change who I am have to get my brain to connect working hard and being in-focus to mansions, money, or video games. I think I am getting better because I am in-focus that the work I do pays for me going to sporting kc and chiefs games. So I will keep working because that is what I do.

Tuesday

Tuesday was ok. Work then hung out at black dog. My friend JP came out. We talked about things. J.T. may be getting a new job soon so that is the excitement for the day. I made the decision to pick up my apt a bit because it was dirty from when people came over on Sunday. I made the decision to work out and keep eating healthy. I haven't been eating as healthy as I want (I hardly ever do) the choice I usually make that helps is I eat baked chicken or grilled chicken. Today I am going to do the same things that help grow. I am going to pray, give thanks, and move towards my dreams.

Monday Wrapup

I went 13-2 on my against the spread pick'em in the nfl this week. So that is cool. Monday was very long and very tough, but I feel like if I keep growing and keep going after my dreams I will get there eventually. There is a list I keep that shows my progress, so yesterday I worked through a bunch of crap to get stuff done and after that I hung out with Raymond for an hour then Adam and Jason at the black dog. Adam is buying a nice car and Jason is working at starbucks so we didn't really have time to be crazy yesterday. SKC this Friday and Chiefs this Sunday! Ok back to work ethic and success stuff. I am really trying to anchor thoughts with doing specific tasks so I keep on doing good things. Like if I go to work, I picture very clearly the house I am going to buy. It is white and simple. So there you go there is the idea of anchoring for you.