Sunday night

Sunday Day I was a bit tired. I did get outside and tried to enjoy the day as best as I could. I then went to black dog with Jason and Kris. I then got a good mix of coffee and friends with me and I really had a good time. I really get into goofy moods when the time is right. It felt good to have a couple hours to goof off. I don't have a serious life on the outside, but I take my work, my growth, and every day tasks pretty serious. I was pretty serious about putting an effort into atleast getting my card for her birthday. I was serious about getting my sporting kc tickets printed off. I was serious about enjoying the sporting kc game as well. There is enough time to worry about dumb crap that if I can catch myself worrying I will try to stop myself and say "This is your time to feel good and enjoy yourself." That is what I am doing now. I love to blog and try to see where I can get better where I can enjoy myself more, and one thing that comes to mind is worry about the future or worry about the past. I am learning to cultivate the skill of enjoying the present. It is truly a gift. My dad said he is going to the Sporting KC game on Friday. That is good news because I think D.C. United is a good team and I think Sporting KC is a good team so it will be a good one. I have money to pay the rent for April and that makes me smile. The little things in life really are the best.

getting out of my comfort zone.

Much like correct spelling and good grammer meeting new people is not my thing. I did a good job at the cauldron city tailgate to meet uncle fuzz, Bernadette, and to talked to Bryce L and chat with others. I am giving myself credit for at least putting an effort into meeting new people.

Sporting KC vs Impact

When Sporting KC is on with all their parts going they look awesome. Bieler and Zusi picked up the goals in the win on Saturday. Bieler had 6 or 7 shots that were very close. The back line of Besler-Collin-Sinovic looked solid Nielson had another clean sheet. The only bad thing is now teams won't try to run with the big dogs when they play at Sporting Park because the Impact flat out got their ass kicked.

things I have done

This is a list of things I have gotten done the last couple days. Got Birthday card for my mom, went out to eat with my family for my moms birthday, deposited checks, took back video games to the library, got some laundry done, bought a new printer while giving up hope on my old printer. Walked a couple miles went to best buy to get a new ink cartridge.

I am glad this week is over

I am glad this week is over. It just has been rough trying to get to work knowing that my department is not going to be there anymore. I am still trying to be of service, not argue, and do my best. I know I only have so much time on this earth and I just want to be the best Ray possible. My boss is cool. My mom's birthday is today, we went out to eat at Red Lobster. The Red Lobster we went to was very classy although our server was crying because she found out her grandpa had a stroke. My mom, Ben, Sheree, Cortland and my dad hung out and watched KU blow a victory. I said that this was a Sweet 16 team and I was right. This week has dragged on and I am a bit down, but I know that I will feel better once I am able to get out and enjoy some sun and especially get some time away from work this Sunday. I am still praying every day and taking action to grow as a person. I did go for a walk today so that felt good. My energy has been sucky lately, but I know if I keep working out and eating right my energy will be good. Happy Easter.


Good news...Printers are 40 dollars at Wal-Mart...bad news...my printer stopped working. Good news printers are cheap...bad news...they are cheap at wal-mart.

Basic adult things but nice to go back to them.

Don't Judge people. Find out everything about a situation. You break a bond when you attack. Don't assume that someone's intent is to screw you over. Take the attitude that "People are doing the best they can with the resources they are given"

Thursday

Thursday...ate too much..used the carbs to go to the gym and do bench/flys/and triceps. Bench press with the straight bar is dangerous, but I did it anyway. I will probably do free weight dumb bells next time. I was able to do a bit of cycling and some walking. Overall the day was kind of crappy but I keep on working towards my dreams by lifting weights and by working. Effort!