Monday morning is upon me and I am thinking about X-box 360. I am looking for ways to keep myself in a brighter mood when over at Andrea's and not let the chickens pooping all over my jeep bring me down. I haven't decided what I am going to do, but I am enjoying thinking about the possibilities of new games to be had. Just thinking about playing such games as "TEXAS POKER SHOOTOUT" in awesome 720P on Xbox 360 is giving me a smile on my face. Realistically I know that I need to get by on less and I probably should listen to Andrea talk about backsplashes and property brothers, but in my head I am thinking about VIDEO POKER TOURNAMENT FOR XBOX 360.
I went to an AA meeting last night and I did what I could do to get another day not in jail, not being a buttmunch, and not waking up in jail with a hangover. We talked about doing things you don't want to do on time. A man said that he was able to go to Concordia kansas this week to visit his in-laws because he loves his wife. It was inspirational. I am selfish and all I think about is TOURNAMENT POKER FOR X-BOX 360!
Rants and raves about The Royals, Sporting KC, Music, life, and junk food.
Monday, June 30, 2014
Sunday, June 29, 2014
gratitude list.
Since today was a bad day with a bad mood I am really trying to fight not buying a new XBOX-ONE or going to the Casino to get through the day. So I think it is time for a monster Gratitude list today.
1:)My Parents helped me out everytime I need it. Also they are cool and easy to get along with.
2:) God blessed me with some great times down at the lake of the ozarks with great friends.
3:) Bryce and I had so many good times that has helped me with lots of tough times.
4:) I am grateful to have Raymond as a sponsor and I am glad AA was there so when I was ready to be an adult I could give up control of my life.
5:) I am grateful and thankful for David D. and Anthony Robbins. They gave me lots of hope when I was down with life.
6:) I am thankful for the Royals, Chiefs, and Sporting KC. They were able to really help me get my mind off of awful things.
7:) good relationships with my grandparents while they were alive.
8:) I was lucky enough to play football. I hardly ever meet people that play varsity football and was tough enough to stick it out.
9:)Roof over my head, food in my mouth, water, diet soda, meat, the gym.
10:) Missouri Western Football
11:) My first job out of college for getting me out of St. Joseph.
1:)My Parents helped me out everytime I need it. Also they are cool and easy to get along with.
2:) God blessed me with some great times down at the lake of the ozarks with great friends.
3:) Bryce and I had so many good times that has helped me with lots of tough times.
4:) I am grateful to have Raymond as a sponsor and I am glad AA was there so when I was ready to be an adult I could give up control of my life.
5:) I am grateful and thankful for David D. and Anthony Robbins. They gave me lots of hope when I was down with life.
6:) I am thankful for the Royals, Chiefs, and Sporting KC. They were able to really help me get my mind off of awful things.
7:) good relationships with my grandparents while they were alive.
8:) I was lucky enough to play football. I hardly ever meet people that play varsity football and was tough enough to stick it out.
9:)Roof over my head, food in my mouth, water, diet soda, meat, the gym.
10:) Missouri Western Football
11:) My first job out of college for getting me out of St. Joseph.
The Royals 6/29
The Royals took advantage with some bad fielding from the Angels today to win. It was quite the big win. Pujols looked lazy as all hell today. I am glad they won that series. They really needed some momentum. Sporting KC won on Friday which was a good win. USA is doing very well in the world cup. Belser and Zusi are rewarding my fandom nicely with some really good play. Everyone is a bit down on Bradley but I think he will come out strong next game.
Sunday
So I was in a bad mood on Sunday. Nothing could get me out of it. I went home early from Andrea's because I knew that I was going to stir crap up because I was in a bad mood. She understood me leaving which is nice because I was in a bad mood. Went home and ate chicken and watched the Royals win. Adam, Jason, and I watched it. I also talked to Matt. Most people think I did the right thing removing myself from the situation, but I would like to be better and not have to leave every place just because I am not in a good mood. Oh well one day at a time and at-least I am not going to get all upset drive drunk kill a bunch of nuns by driving drunk.
Saturday Night and Sunday
I enjoyed some of my Saturday night. I went out for awhile with Leisil she was doing ok. It was the roller derby off season. I then went to Andrea's she picked up her room while I sleep. I woke up in the morning in a horrible mood. We went for a walk and I was trying everything to change my attitude. Nothing was working. So I decided to go home and play on the internet and watch the Royals. I felt better once I got some food into me and watching sports. I strive to be better at doing stuff for Andrea that isn't just all about me, but today wasn't the day.
Saturday, June 28, 2014
Friday and Saturday
Friday I worked hard to give customers the attention they deserve. I had a person that wanted to speak to a supervisor to give me kudos. That felt nice. I am 7th overall for this month which is sales, quality, and account saved. I don't think I will bonus but I want to make sure to focus on every customer to have good empathy and understanding.
Yesterday I went on a 2-mile walk...today I went on a 2-mile walk. I met up with my friend Reid. We talked about patience and how it is important to have people look at their lives in a lighter view. I am glad I am able to walk and I want to watch videos of people born without legs so I can really never forget how lucky I am too have legs. I am sober again which is nice. It is nice to not live in the street or out of a dumpster, even though I have seen Panera's dumpster, and there is some tasty ass shit in that thing.
Jason gave me a polo shirt because it was too big for him. I am a big fan of shirts and I enjoy wearing them. Without a shirt I am worried a beaver would bite my nipple off or something. I also let Jason know that the light bill is due July 24th. It was 144 dollars. Which is pretty high but I am thankful for a roomie to split the bill. I am thankful hy-vee is across the street so I can buy sausages with ease. Sausages are awesome.
Yesterday I went on a 2-mile walk...today I went on a 2-mile walk. I met up with my friend Reid. We talked about patience and how it is important to have people look at their lives in a lighter view. I am glad I am able to walk and I want to watch videos of people born without legs so I can really never forget how lucky I am too have legs. I am sober again which is nice. It is nice to not live in the street or out of a dumpster, even though I have seen Panera's dumpster, and there is some tasty ass shit in that thing.
Jason gave me a polo shirt because it was too big for him. I am a big fan of shirts and I enjoy wearing them. Without a shirt I am worried a beaver would bite my nipple off or something. I also let Jason know that the light bill is due July 24th. It was 144 dollars. Which is pretty high but I am thankful for a roomie to split the bill. I am thankful hy-vee is across the street so I can buy sausages with ease. Sausages are awesome.
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