Fantasy football

I was able to get my Fantasy Football in. As I look over my team I am listening to a blistering set by TOTO.
I got my picks in this year. I am going to hedge my bets this year. I am choosing the chiefs to lose to win and St. Louis to win. That way if the chiefs win and St. louis loses I will lose my picks but be happy as a pig in lenexa that the teams did bad.

I heard one of the best compliments I have heard today

I heard a compliment that really felt good. I often think that God speaks through other people. I heard a person say. "Ray why do you write so much?" I responded that I focus on one or two things and that I have ADHD and it helps me focus on empathy and compassion for people. She said that I didn't seem like I was the type of person that had trouble with people and I just looked to the sky and thanked God because I have been working so hard NOT to be a person that responds out of ego and out self-centerdness.

Friday

Friday I didn't want to go to work. I did a pros and cons list. The decision I made was that it was less work to go to work, gain experience, stay positive, help other people, than it was to call in sick.

I am positive around me. Sometimes people bother me with their actions. I just have to give their actions to God. I have came up with a special prayer for this. GOD PLEASE LET ME O.K. with whatever stuff people happen to be doing when they are bugging me. Speaking of bugging me. SKC and Royals were HOT GARBAGE YESTERDAY.

Thursday Gratitude List

1: I am grateful to be alive another day? What shall I do? Shall I play sims? Or shall I watch Tony Robbins videos on youtube?
2: I am grateful for a job. It is nice to have a 4wd Jeep Patriot with sparkly paint job
3: My parents!
4: My Sister
5: Cortland
6: Video Games
7: 40 Inch Screen Magnavox TV with Soundbar. It is Legit people!
8. Paul Van Dyk on the turntables
9: Guardians of the Galaxy. That move was DOPE!

PROS AND CONS LIST

I have been making more pros and cons list and making sure I write out lists and rank the lists from most important to least important. This way I don't spend my thoughts and actions on something that doesn't matter. Like here is an example of things that are important in my life.

Royals Playoffs
Sporting Kansas City
Church
Politics

Now after I rearrange them I can put them in the most important order to me and make sure I spend most of the time on the things that matter most.

Royals Playoffs
Royals Playoffs
Royals Playoffs
Church
Royals Playoffs.

thursday

Thursday I woke up and I was sore. I don't know why. I went to the gym to use the hot tub. It was o.k. I took some pain reliever stuff. I came home and tweeted and facebook'd until my heart was full of posts and likes. I then went to Hy-Vee and got some meat and some cheese cake. Tonight is fantasy football draft so I was a bit nervous, but I am making sure I get my game face on by getting the best in cheese cake and smoked meat technology. I was able to play sims a bit. I washed my clothes in a clothes washing mashine, I dried my clothes in a drying clothes machine. I was able to also play some sims 2. I am converting Portland and Seattle MLS game over to a file that I can put on my zune or on my phone. That takes awhile and it is really a chance to be patient and get that done. It is nice to watch some hot soccer action. I am really looking forward to the fantasy football draft tonight with some Royals and college football action.

I met with Raymond. We talked about doing good things for people. We also discussed how "Doing the right thing is it's own reward" If you do good things and don't expect worldly things back it helps heal people in a way that I don't think we completely understand. We also talked about my friend Russ. Russ is boozing away and not going to work because of issues at home. I pray to Jesus to come down with his spirit and save Russ from himself. I am currently listening to Paul Van Dyk. It is good to listen to Techno trance while working out. You can get lost into it because there is no stopping the groove.

I got used to making pros and cons list tonight because I wanted to go to the Royals game slightly tonight.. The pros going to the game...it is the royals and they are glorious
The cons...expensive...hot.....

I am going to the fantasy draft because I get to take my own diet coke and eat food and have a cheep night and for that I am grateful.

Thursday

Thursday I woke up and my body was sore as hell from what I am not really sure. I took some ibuprofen and went on with my day. Today was a big day because it is the day I meet with Raymond. He is doing good. He is heading to the lake this weekend for some awesome family time! I played some sims 2. I vacuumed today. I did laundry today. I listened to music and drove around some. I was sore so I didn't do much exersizing.