12/30/2016

I have felt crappy lately. It is a cycle. I feel crappy so I don't have the energy to eat good then I eat crap and feel more crappy. I feel a bit better today. There is a guy selling a wheel and wheel stand on craigslist. I hope that comes through for me. One thing I always try to tap into is just a dumb and illogical positive and energetic disposition. That is one of the keys for me to work everyday and to get better everyday is to have an unrealistic and positive energy.

12/25/2016

People are afraid of being themselves because people will make fun of them. Also people will judge them. Then you have this rapper 816. He looks ridiculous. He does what he does though. Hopefully he knows that he is a true G.

12/23/2016

Yesterday was a bit hard. The days are winding down in 2016 and everyday is a grind. I just keep on doing the next thing. I went through my day very methodical. Racks 22-23-24-25 are a bitch to get in and out of and I didn't feel like having an impact yesterday. So I took my time. I actually still about hit 25 because my lift jumped a bit. I got through all of BA 12's batches which was good but there was some inventory messed up. I double counted all my batches and those were good. I don't know what was up with them. Chiefs on Sunday is what I am looking forward to. I have to make sure my batches aren't hiding as one. Going through my paper work I forgot to do a batch in the middle. I have to see the locations and think about how I am going to handle the batches. See if the locations switch around. I didn't see that one of my batches was stuck to another one. Two things I want to work on next year with the forklift. 1. Driving backwards past the pallets and coming in from the open side so I can see better. 2. Don't throw more bags than I have to. I have a bad habit lets say there is 50 bags on a pallet. My batch will call for 30 right now I will throw the thirty because I suck with the fork truck and it is easier to throw the 10 extra bags on than for me to just throw 20 off and switch tags and have the 30 on the ground as my run. That is costing me way to much time and effort. I have to learn to see like when I need 408 KG's and the pallet is 600 KG's.To throw of the bags needed ont he 600 kg and flip the pallets around change tags.

12/20/2016

Today I built 7 pectin batches and 1 piece list. Pectin are long and boring. It was pretty easy and I felt better than I sometimes do about my work. I kept my mind on cash money and I tried to have a vision for myself that was happy, in good shape, and wealthy. No matter how I feel I keep my mind on task and keep my mind on what I want to be like. I want to help people, I want to be in shape, I want to have happiness, and I want to grow. There is no way to happiness Happiness is the way. Time for a random vision board. When I get some money dad gets his cobra II mom gets her pool I get to play poker for a living and I get to go to a Penguins game!

Sunday

Friday was pretty rough. I left home an hour early to get to work. It took me the whole hour to get there. It was very bad weather. Work I was just in charge of doing the piece list. That took me the entire night. The other guy working did an amazing job of getting lots of batches done. It is funny what happens when you humble yourself. I was thinking today...what would a person smart with money do. Just hit up everyone they know to try to find answers. Seek and you shall find. One thing I never knew is how much b.s. financial advisors try to sell you. Just me taking action and accepting that I may look like an idiot for even asking gave me some advice that probably saved me money.

12/15/2016

Yesterday was another terrible day. My password still doesn't work and our batch sheets were messed up. I talked to my boss about me putting a bag in a batch that wasn't supposed to go in there and he said he would have to write me up and also me hitting a rack. I asked him if I was fired since I was on probation. He said no...maybe if you take out an entire rack. So that was not a good start of the shift. The rest of the shift actually got worse somehow. The sweeper doesn't work either so I am sick and it is dusty. Today will be better! I HAVE FAITH LOL.

12/15/2016

So yesterday sucked. I didn't want to really get out of bed because I didn't feel well and I wasn't in the mood to go to KC to see Raymond or go to work. I did it anyway because that is what you are supposed to do to get stuff done. I went to work and I didn't feel right on the fork lift and I asked if I could just throw bags. That didn't work out. So while I was on the forklift I backed into a rack. It was 1.2 g's which isn't hard enough to get retrained but hard enough to fill out a written form. That isn't good since I am on probation. I did my best not to hit anything else and stay on the grind until the shift is over. I tried to stay positive and I know tonight will be better!