Sunday

It has been hot as fuck at work and everyone has been pissy. I went to an indycar race last week and that was fun. Something to scratch off my bucket list. I got through some of the book millionare mindset.

4th of july

Happy 4th of July. The last week was a tough one at work. It was just a grind to make it through. At about the halfway point of my last shift before the break I was trying to make a plan for the weekend. I don't want to spend money because I want to invest it, I want to stay out of trouble, I want to read and listen to audiobooks. I didn't read much but I tried. I didn't go to a sporting kc game or do anything that cost a bunch of money. I went for walks and they for the most part felt amazing. I went to planet fitness to get my dads 17 dollars worth out of it. So overall it was good. I had some bad mood periods but I listened to music and I have a vision where and what I want my life to be. So when I start feeling shitty I at-least run through the lie I want to live. My nephew cortland played alot of video games on my new tv and my new Xbox one. That felt good because I want to get my 200 dollars worth out of it and I want to get my 200 dollars out of it. I watched him play Overwatch which looked great on dads giant TV. I put a new processor in my computer and it ran good. It still is old though. Surfing the internet and doing regular things it works great but RFACTOR didn't run great on it. Other older games ran good though Grand Prix Legends and Nascar 2003. So I learned alot about computers working on it. That is about it. I will try to write more as it comes to me.

06/21/2017

I was able to have a vacation day today. I won 200 dollars at the boat and I gave that to my dad to get ahead on the bills. I hung out with the dogs and tried to chill with the Royals. Salvy hit an awesome grandslam Work is going pretty good. Each day I get less clumsy and I tighten up my work game. XBOX really pissed me off today. They double charged me and I had to do a shit ton of work. I am a blessed man though. I have every video a man would ever want. Back to work tomorrow. I got plenty of people to play xbox with and playstation 4 now with.

06/04/2017

This week was pretty good. Kyle was off of work on Friday so I pushed as hard as I could at work. I got 11 batches and
2 piece lists which was a bit sad because I went my fastest. The piece lists were big and I did them right so that is good. I went to the Royals game with the family on Saturday. The Royals played awesome and we had great seats. It was a good time. Sunday I was in a bit of a down mood but still went to the gym made a friend and worked out. I always try to work out as much as I can. I try to take care of my money, my body, my car, and my tires, and my gas and my gas money. TIRES AND GAS ARE EXPENSIVE. Also I need to try to keep my mileage down on my car since I put 30000 ! on it last year. Tomorrow I have a dentist appointment. I have insurance through metlife which I am grateful for.

Memorial Day weekend 2017

I had a delicious steak yesterday. My work hooked me up. Today I am listening to a self-discipline self help tape. I sat in my new racing chair today. I went for a walk. I tried not to burn gas and burn on my tires on my car. I try my best to take care of my mind, body, and car.

May 7th

So yes I just fucked around with video games not really playing much. One thing I did notice is that even though Grand Prix legends is 20 years old someone added a file that let you see the tire temps. I get so impatient I can't even make it two laps without pressing exit and chosing different car or different game. On the bright side my years of fifa made it easy to pick up that game from the Library and score easy. It is nice not to suck at somethings. Lots of times on Sunday 3-6 is this emotional distress of boredom plus lack of interest. Luckily today it wasn't bad it was beautiful out so I went for a walk.

05/07/17

Nothing that much to report. Work seems to be doing o.k. My main beef is just doing the right thing over and over even though there are no bonus or rewards above and beyond my paycheck. I invested money with Edward Jones and that promptly lost 12 bucks. fuck trump. I have been playing and messing around with the game Rfactor. Rfactor is this crappy racing game that you can modify. I have been downloading and tweaking grafix cars tracks and downloading all types of cars across 3 different computers. When it comes to actually drive that isn't fun. the fun is collecting all the tracks