Wednesday

Wednesday was alright. I decided I wanted to do some stand up comedy again, so the day was a bit nerve racking trying to sit down all night when I knew I was going to have adventure later on that night. I need more experience staying in the moment and staying present and not day-dreaming later on in the night. Byrdman went with me which was awesome because he is very supportive and we had a great time. I didn't get many laughs but I can only do the jokes I feel are funny and I wish I was packing a full room, I wish I had a 10 foot ****, and I wish Matt Cassel could throw the ball over 10 yards, but wishing all that doesn't make it true. I am just relaxing this morning. I have been meditating on "Easy Does It" I have to get a grip of where I am in life all the time. I am just one dude, no one is going to die if my coat doesn't get hung up, my soul isn't going to hell if I don't go to the store and buy food, lately I have just been getting confortable in the fact that it is ok to feel confortable. I often get frustrated, then get mad because I don't want to get frustrated. So my goal is to stay more in the present and "easy does it" There is plenty of stuff that I hope to do this spring like go to spring training, and watch Toy Story 3 so I can't wait to see what life brings me next.