Monday

Monday started ok, pretty relaxed. My legs started hurting because I walked an hour on Sunday so it was catching up to me a bit. I fought off the need to take an advil and went through my day. My day was a bit crazy, but I was well rested, when I am well rested I can see the world as a good place. If I am tired I will be irritable and pissed. I went out to Dennys with Kris and Jason. It is way cheaper than Perkins but I am sure one of us will be getting food poisoning. Overall I feel better than I have felt in awhile. Sometimes fear of losing what I have creeps in and it takes awhile to let that go. God always gives us what we need to survive. Shelter, Love, food, water, in America these things are pretty easy to come by. My problems the last couple weeks were mostly I feel disrespected. So I am at peace for today. I did drive my Jeep around and eat gummy worms today. That was awesome! I never noticed this before my the shit times in my life are ususally the same points. January and Feb usually suck because the holidays are over and it is back to work or school. Aug always sucked because it was back to school or back to football (UGH) I don't know why I never think about this but that was probably the shittiest part of my life was being in High School, that sucked enough, then getting the shit beat out of me by Matthias and Bentrop in 100 degree heat. I loved Milky Way Dark and 64oz of regular cokes back then. That made me feel better. Anyway sometimes I forget the big picture. I went through a bunch of bullshit like high school and college, this is supposed to be a good time in my life! Today is just that.