Wednesday Thursday morning

Wednesday went ok. I had a Mid-Year review at work. I am not meeting some of my goals which is not easy to look at, but I felt pretty good that I didn't have a negative attitude about the whole thing. I think if I keep working and keep praying everything is going to work out. I can't control outcomes but I can embrace what God gives me with a good attitude. Wednesday night was crazy...people out there are mentally crazy. I am constantly getting messages from this universe that I am not a big deal. I don't really want to go into it on my blog but we have had two deaths that really hammer home prospective in my life. B's be crazy as Bryce says. Ok now all my problems are always of the same variety romances and finances.... This didn't bother me that much but Becca sends me a text yesterday. "Just wanted to know that I think you are rad, I am glad to know you" this is a rare text from her since she is an ice queen most of the time. Now if I was 21 I would probably think she likes me finally, but because I am old, crusty, and cynical, I just took this text message to mean. I am bored at work and something Ray did made me laugh. So that is where we are at folks. In summery my main job is to pray and embrace what life gives me, and also pray for others...especially the b's that be crazy.