Friday

I have been bummed about my health situation, but not as bummed as if I had the full out flu. There is so much in my life that I can't control. The only thing I can do is really hammer home the positives in my life, and the fact that it could always be worse. I met up with Kurtis yesterday and we had a bit of a laugh at the black dog. He is a good guy and it is nice to sit there and talk about myself for 5 hours and make myself feel awesome. We then went to perkins, it is a big weekend for him. I am going to take some time off work today to see if I can focus on getting bottles and bottles of gatorade and water in me and also to relax. I plan on listening to spiritual podcasts and watching youtube videos of the ocean to help me refresh myself. Overall right now I don't feel to bad. I just have a burning desire to get out and talk to people, to look good, to get some money, to give money away, when I am not actively working towards those goals I get grumpy. I also like when sporting kc and the royals are playing, and right now they aren't. That makes me grumpy as well. Doing good..stay warm people and peace out. Oh I went up to girls with this line yesterday at the black dog

"Hey....How old are you guys?"
Girls: 23-26
What do you gals listen to?
girls: Like music?
Ray: no I mean like animal sounds...I listen to mp3's of orca sounds it is really refreshing.