Made choices based on fear

I don't like to make choices based on fear. Today I had anxiety because I wanted to make sure I have enough money for this month. I drove back to St. Joseph to cash some bonds so I would make sure I have enough for rent. I heard today the roads were going to be bad. So I drove on bad roads to St. Joseph. Then I got texts that said the roads were going to be worse. So I was forced by fear to drive back to Lenexa. It wasn't something that I am proud of and I wish I could have made emotional choices today, but in the end it worked out as I am safe and sound at my apartment in Lenexa. I was able to walk 2 miles on the treadmill and I watched Boardwalk empire with my dad. I also expressed my feelings that I don't like girls who are good for me. I like girls who are terrible for me. I probably need theropy. My plan right now is to just ride out the phase where I like bad girls and I am sure that a different one will come along. There is lots of sadness and boredom right now because sports sucks this type of year. I will be excited for March Madness and of course for the Royals to start again. Thank you God for protecting me through the I-435 wilderness!

I did comedy at a place called "Branson of the North" I will have a wrapup later on.