Monday

I was able to work today. I finished up a Month and I started out at the very bottom of the employee rankings after a bad call and ended up on the lower end of the middle of the pack. I will take it considering that it is my second month. I just need to work hard everyday. 80% of days are normal. 10% of days you just have to give your credit of showing up, then there are those one days were you feel good and you really have to push yourself.
I was pretty productive today. I went to the gym and walked 1.3 miles, went to work, washed the jeep, paid rent, listened to the Royals lose, it was beautiful out today. I am starting to deal with anxiety a bit better. I was really wound up tonight but I was able to see how much stuff I got done today and I know that anyone would feel a bit overwhelmed. I got home and I was cool to Jason and Sarah. I am thinking about hanging out outside for awhile.

The Royals lost. You have to score 5 runs or more in the American league.