Sunday.

Saturday Andrea and I went over to Matts. We played cranium. It was really funny. I had some anxiety about trying to get that laughter back again sometime. The rest of the night I had some deep conversation about fears. I have had anxiety and fear lately that I am dealing with. Sunday I woke up and Andrea and I went to CiCi's they had a decent salad buffet. I think I haven't got leaner lately because I eat peanuts and peanut butter because of no meat fridays and such. I drove back to my parents house. My dad and I watched as Dale Earnhardt Jr came so close to winning at Las Vegas. Sunday night I had some anxiety but I drove around and went to an AA meeting. In my head I was frustrated that I wasn't able to watch the Sunday night Soccer game, but struggling to have a decent Sunday night is nothing new. I drove around and I was able to catch Lindsey Shannons blues show on 101.1 the fox. I made it through Sunday night in a decent positive fashion. My dad gave me some cash to throw at my credit card debit. That relieved some of my anxiety. I also got socks and underwear from my parents. That is nice to have. I lose many a sock from the dryer monster.