Friday and Saturday

This week has been pretty bad. I was sick all week and it made me short with people. It's all good though I think my throat is getting better thanks to not doing anything but work and sleeping. Andrea came over for a bit yesterday. We talked about various things. In life you really have to fight the urge to be a victim. Being a victim gives you a reward because you feel special that you have been wronged. It is a common thing that people do because their brain feeds them something that makes them feel good. You have to find ways to turn negatives into positives. I have had many guys steal girls I like, I have had many F's, many failures, many strikeouts, I made sure I acknowledged that it was all character building and tried my best to get back to work to earn money, back to the gym to work out, and back out in public to build social skills. It is hard work becoming an adult. I am not very good about it, but I at-least know the path to adulthood is to "Don't hate, congradulate" when you are done you can look back and know that your path wasn't easy. You always have to have a ying and yang. I know what a man/boy I was in my twenties so I can easily see progress in taking responsibility for my actions and habits. I just know the feeling of other people getting success and wanting to hate on their achievements, but you have to find a way for your actions to be loving towards them, even when your insides hurt. There is huge growth in those moments!

Sporting KC has an awesome preformance after a suspect red card put them down a man yesterday. Royals won the series against the Red Birds which was nice, but dropped one to the Yankees yesterday.