Monday

I didn't sleep well on Sunday night. I ate some to help me fall asleep which I hate to do, but I figure I need to get some sleep. I woke up and I just wanted to concentrate on hitting my goals today. Get my medicine ordered, take my back my gloriously overdue video games. Get to work... and start working on getting back on my game. I was pretty cool to people. I mean I like people. My class gave me a card and they gave me snacks for doing a good job. It was a nice gesture but the only thing I feel is sadness and depression. I know tough times and winter doesn't last so I will just little by little get back to AA and get back to being of service. I take comfort in getting stronger and wiser. I had lots of great feedback as my time as the trainer and I was visable and I got great experience. I have to work on not having a bitter attitude about it. There was plenty of people who applied for that job and I got it. I just couldn't succeed this time. I am going to keep working and have the best attitude possible. Just because I am broken doesn't mean everything is broken, in fact the only thing really wrong is I am dissapointed. It hurts my feelings. Stuff happens though. Learn, grow, and move on.

Thanksgiving

I had a good thanksgiving. I ate last like a real man. I played grand theft auto and enjoyed myself. I loved playing Farming Simulator.

Just got back from Wal-Mart

I just got back from Wal-Mart where I got the best gaming equipment that I can buy. With the week I had I deserve some trophy's. When I went there I saw a couple girls and I ran the routine "Jealous girlfriend" The routine goes you ask two girls "My friend just got caught with pictures of his Ex on his phone, should he lock his phone." Once you get that opening statement the girls you can see their reaction it is an opener. They bought it. So then I ran through the routine and the mother hen "The protective one" made sure the other one kept it moving. It felt good to be using the same routines to talk to ladies that I have been using since the start of the 2000's LOL. I can't wait to play these video games. It isn't so much the video games, as it is the OPTION to play video games. This week was a hard week. I reached out to Phil, Jason E, and Travis W. All from chiefsplanet oddly. I need to continue to take action to design the life I want and not get in the habit of just doing enough to get by. Life is all about working towards a life you want to have. I know if I cultivate my discipline and take massive massive massive action I will get to that. I got sent down the the minor leagues but I will keep my game up until I get called up again. Just like Ventura did for the Royals and Moustakas. They are champions and I am a champion as well. I think my friends and how they have my back show how I am champion. In my heart I know I am a champion.

Moving Forward

Today I recieved the news that I was demoted from my job as a trainer. It wasn't unexpected as I was unable to do my duties. Going forward I will learn from the process and try not to beat myself too much. Some of the experience I have gained will help me in the future. I will no longer need to go on a business trip where I have to front the money I fronted the money this time just because I needed the experience.

Saturday. On friday I finished up the second class that I have had. I did a good job teaching my workers how to use visualization techniques to help hone their skills at their job. I am sure with hard work and time they will be successful. Through the week I bought my class cookies. I know you can't buy peoples love, but I want to do everything I can to show them that I care about their success and how well they do. I am willing to go the extra mile so they grow .000001 percent each day. On friday I was about to buy a new pair of glasses. My glasses game is getting better. I was also able to give my number to a male model named Eric. Eric seems to have his game on tight. I want to show him my new car and show that we are both interested in success. I don't think he took me seriously but maybe if he does he can learn something. On Friday I also called Bahr up to discuss leadership skills. I don't know if Eric had anything to add, but I figured while I have the time I might explore the options that he might give me a nugget for help. I haven't texted Bryce in a day or two, but I am urging him to get on stubhub to get some jayhawk tickets. My sister and I live close to the field house and it would be fun to go to a game while the Royals are not in action. The Chiefs play this weekend but I have been busy so I can't keep up with them. I was able to bowl on Friday night. I have a new "Jump Finish" to my bowling game that seemed to give me more length on my ball with a stronger back end. I bowled two decent games but didn't convert spares the way I wanted to. I should work on focusing more on each shot and not at the Led Zepplin song that is playing at the South Side Fun center. I was able to cultivate a better relationship with my friend and peer Grant. Grant is a hard worker who plays guitar and likes to play video games. I will continue to push his skills as a team player and as a person who helps the room. Overall I have been doing good especially being cool in the face of late hires at work, difficult cross talkers, and I have delt with my lack of experience as best as I can. I have spent 33 years of my life gaining approval for being the funny guy and the nice guy but now my reputation and my position in life does the talking and gains credibility so I am making the move from being the funny comedian I have always been to now a teacher, mentor, supervisor role. It is challenging to say the least. My end goal is to make the most money possible and to re invest that money as much as possible while teaching time tested principles that I have studied over the years to help gain success. My dad seems to have his game on tight. He is looking at a Jeep Trailhawk this weekend. Go Dad!

Thursday

This week is going well. It is really a grind trying to work everyday. I know that I will not please everyone everyday. There is some grey area in the world especially in business that I need to be comfortable in. Yesterday I met with Tressa. She seems to be doing well. She brought out her Bearded Dragon. Cold blooded Reptile. It was very weird situation as this lizard is expensive and can bite off a toe. The same kind of animal bit off Sharon Stone's toe. KU lost on Wednesday and my dad probably celebrated. Tonight I am trying to hang out with my friend from BWW who is very fun. I am grateful for my Boss Sam, My mentor Annie and Grant. Grant and Annie are communication savy and have been around the training and call center game for along time. They truly care about the work they do. Today I bought cookies for the class. I always want to do whatever I can to become the .000001% each day so that way I can keep getting better and better. As Raymond says the level for growth is infinite. KU is looking good. I can't wait to see where Perry Ellis ends up as one of the all-time KU ballers. My car is pretty sweet and even my boss commented that it was good. I haven't really had time to really go in-depth with Jim Rohn or other business books lately. Hopefully I will have time this weekend to reinvest the time into learning so I can keep learning and make more money and hone my communication skills. The Chiefs had a big win last week. They made Peyton Manning silly. That was glorious. I am glad we have some more chiefs games coming up.

Monday and Tuesday

Yesterday I worked. It was a bit of a long day, but I made it through. After work I drove all the way over to independence and dropped off my check to the dealership. I can't wait until I get my new car squared away so I can chill and eat cheetoo puffs and not spend so much time at dealerships and other non-sense. I still need to fax in my bill from enterprise. I need to check out KU tickets. Dad if you are reading jump on Stub Hub and check out some games. We got the sweet hookup because my sister lives close. Also I need to invite Bryce to some games because we haven't hung out for awhile. MAX MAX MAX A MISS is getting big.

Austin from supplement next to planet fitness

I met Austin from planet fitness who is into supplements at Starbucks.

The Week that was.

Hello Sunday! This week was full of adventure as I continued to get my car situation handled. It was my second week of training a new class and it had some challenges. I have been delt a nice hand of cards with the new hires this time. They are smart. My Co-Facilitator Annie has good "Trainer game" so I can just work hard and when I start sucking she comes in to help out. I had a meeting with my boss to speak about my future goals. I would one day like to be site leader. We started working with some plans to get that training in check. I know it will be humbling because my grammer and proper english sometime suck, but at-least I am willing to work on it. On Friday I went to the KU game. My dad wasn't able to make it, but he didn't wreck his car trying to get to the game. KU looks good. Lots of returning players. Perry Ellis, Frank Mason III, Svi, Traylor, and Bragg JR looks good. We split 2 in bowling and I left tons of 10 pins. That was a bummer, but there is always next week!

Sunday

On Saturday I woke up and my dad and I went and bought a car. Collin and the staff at landmark dodge did a good job, not messing things up to the point where I wasn't going to buy from them. I drove home and I bowled badly. This week was marred by bad computers and just technical difficulties. Oh yeah and I just ran my 500 keys through the was.

KU basketball

Work has been tough and hopefully I get a settlement on my jeep this week. Ben, Sheree, and I went to KU basketball game. It was fun. The road to the final four is upon us.

Tuesday

Yesterday was the start of another class. It seemed to go alright. I get positive feedback because I worked hard on presentation and knowing the material. Tomorrow is the KU game. I am excited for the season. The Royals won the World Series and it wasn't surprising because every fan every person from the orginiazation worked hard and worked together. It was no surprise that they won the trophy. Good job by Dayton Moore finding awesome character guys along with guys with awesome talent. The ability to have team chemistry really helped put a team out on the ball field that never gave up. They put tremendous pressure on the other team at all times. It has been said that if you know how to manage few you will get alot. That goes for money and people. If you can manage a small amount of dollars you won't have millions of dollars. I take that to heart and always try to really take care of the few workers I have along with taking care of myself. I did a good job not getting butt hurt with my jeep being broken in and totaled. Hopefully I get a check soon so I can get the process if getting a new vehicle quickly. I got to hang out with my parents for the final out of the World Series. That is a memory that will last a lifetime.a

Waiting on the Royals game

Somethings I have learned. Always ask people who you think are better than you in spiritual or in finance...always ask them questions. Today was more of the same. I was told to wait after the Royals game. I did my part to ask. Now onto the Royals game. I think the Royals will close it out tonight. I am listening to one of my favorite bands right now to get pumped up. "THE SWORD" they are truly retro rockers.

Sunday

Today we stand one win away from The Royals win the world series. It all started in spring training. Lots of sacrifice and dedication to get out and watch the boys. Tonight I will spraying up seiltzer water all over the place. This week was a bit tough. We had a trainer leave and I had to train and watch the little birdies while they were in nesting. I did a good job staying calm all week. You really have to be a rock and have a great attitude when you are in a position to lead. You can't get mad at the small things. You have to focus on getting better in being a leader every day. On Saturday I bowled pretty bad but we still won four. Our team is pretty beastly. My dad, uncle and I are always pretty constant.

I did a good job not completely being butt hurt about my jeep. I will buy a new jeep and move onward and upward. Just like I do always.

I did a good job listening to Jim Rohns book...THE POWER OF AMBITION. I listened to that on Saturday. It talked about dreaming big and keep moving forward. You have to be of service and not of self-service that is for sure. Confidence is something you can't fake. When I am giving a presentation and because I sat at a desk studying the subject 8 hours a day for two years, yeah when I get in front of people I am going to have lots of confidence.

I was able to go for a walk on Saturday and Sunday. It was pretty swell.