Looking for a new job.

Yesterday I went to a councilor because I have had severe depression. It hasn't been this bad for awhile. I have hope that if I find a new job that is better for me, that will help with my depression. I also have hope that if I continue to work with doctors I can find an anti-depressant that works. I need to apply at the following places this week.


PUBLIC LIBRARY'S around KC
Missouri Western State University
KU MED
Check into Hotel Management.
Menards.
Then maybe wal-mart or a gas station to get me by. Please Pray that I find the strength to do God's will. Right now it is hard to swallow the fact that my job wasn't working out any longer. I try to focus on the good. That Jason and I made it work for longer than it probably should have and I made it at Alliance Data for 2 years. Please pray I never work at a call center again as well.

I vow to cultivate my resilience and strength through my unemployment. I vow to maintain good spirits. I feel like I am a failure because I couldn't make it work at my job. I know that I am not a failure. Somethings just come to an end. I feel depressed that I have a loss of income. I know that is normal to have depression. Once I start making money again I will feel better, or just having some time pass. I know eventually I will feel better about just making a choice to quit this job and find a new one. That shows some courage and I know that courage is hard to build.