The Grind

Well. The last couple days I have been trying to limit my calories. It has been a bitch. It just makes my whole body hurt when I am really trying to smack the food out of my hands. I go to the fridge pick up food then put it back. I had popcorn, 5 chicken wings (baked) some candy. Bag of Chips. Some other snacks here and there I am about at 1200 calories today. It sucked but even after a few days of staying in the 1200-1500 range I have more energy. Turns out when I am hungry I fall asleep less. Everything else has been going pretty good. I am starting to feel more peace and serenity with every passing day. I get up, thank God for the day, try to be of service. Come home, humble myself to be thankful for what I have. I talk to Raymond Sponser every once in awhile and I am happy. I am watching The Wire season 2 right now and it is satisfying to work all day and come home and watch my favorite show. Kris and Jayson seem to be doing ok. Us all three have had some wild times in our life and now we are all adjusting to life without the craziness. The main thing that always makes me unhappy is I want more money, more woman, more property, more fame, but in reality I have plenty. The MLS super draft is tomorrow. So I will probably have some sort of write up on that. I haven't talked to Cody for awhile, so I better text him. Alright until tomorrow!