Thursday

Today I woke up and it was snowing. I got into my freezing Jeep earlier than ususal and it was icy. I took my time and only spaced out for a few minutes until I realized I need to pay attention extra today because the roads were shitty. SKC had a strong showing at the super draft and we drafted a forward. I am not sure what he does well, but after they showed this guys pretty face, they showed Robert Griffon the III's face. What a stark contrast. Soccer players are pretty, football players are ugly. I am not one to judge guys looks but Gat Damn!! There was a difference in the way they looked. My calories were up today. I had one fried Chicken Tender 400 cals, sun chips, 210, baked chicken 300, tostidos with salsa 300. Twizzlers (half pack damn that was tough not eating the whole thing!) There was had to be other calories in there. I know I didn't go over 2000 and that is a pretty good day. I do have a test coming up this weekend with some people cooking. I was able to go for a walk today even though it was horrible out. I walked later on in the evening when the wind had died down. No Pain no gain, Pain is weakness leaving the body, sometimes you just got to get your workout in, fuck the pain ya dig? When I am working out my anxiety is lower throughout the day. I never realized how much it does help my anxiety until I don't work out for a couple days and I get stir crazy. It isn't like my day is AWESOMELY HAPPY when I work out. It just doesn't suck as much. Hopefully I can just eat until I am not hungry, not eat until I am stuffed. Kristen texted me today and she gave me a laugh with some of these photos. I will have to post them. Even though we are just friends, damn it is fun to text her during the day. Woah Thierry Henry scored for Arsenal....That is the overated piece of crap that got red carded at Livestrong Sporting Park. I guess the EPL is becoming a retirement home for MLS players now?