chances to grow

During my day most things don't piss me off. I often have some things that hurt my feelings. It is always something to do with social status, females, money, ambition. I try to write them down and talk about them and not over react. I always feel like when I get hurt it is a chance to grow, often my growing lies within not beating myself up. I am only human and I am greedy, so when I start acting out of greed and I get my feelings hurt, I beat myself up for being greedy. I have to remember I am human and there is the next day and I can try again. The Royals are playing greedy right now, even with Duffy's arm broken in half. SKC needs to get their crap together this weekend, and Martin Rucker signs with the chiefs. Von German and I hang out and he has a new lady friend that hangs out. She is not bad and she wears a red dress. I met a new person out on the town a couple weeks ago, not a great connection, but the game is day to day we will see how it goes. Ok I will wrap up these ramblings with the action I took when my feelings are hurt. 1.) Stop and write about it 2.) Pray about it 3.) Talk about it 4.) From there you can decide if it is acceptance or something can be changed. I can't change people but I can change my attitude.