Friday

Tonight was weird. I feel like I pushed myself pretty hard, but I had some gas in the tank at night. I tried to make steps to hook up all of my single friends. I want to be the best wingman as possible. I texted my mom I loved her. I wrote some jokes. I watched more motivational videos. My main focus is to be a good wingman/friend right now. I also like to work out and be as attractive to people as possible. I of course go as hard as I can in work, especially when I am feeling good. The last weeks were so painful, I had to scratch so hard just to get out of bed, I have no excuse to Text everyone, clean all my clothes, and jeep, and of course root on Sporting KC. I like 2 different sayings right now. One is 8/10 times you are going to go through a day and it is going to be normal, normal results, 1 time it is going to suck and everything is going to be hard, on this day, show up and get credit for showing up. On the day you feel good explore how hard you can go, push your limits. I really felt good the last couple days and I really have done everything I could. I also like really exploring if I did everything I could to be a success today. If I feel like I got more in the tank at the end of the night, I need to see if I got something else to give. On a sidenote I go through pain when I try to get people to go to SKC, I want the crowd to be rowdy and full of people I know, but damn people are weird about calling me last minute or flaking. All I can do is do my best to get people there and rooting on Sporting!