Hot Cold Hot cold.

Woman can be so hot and cold it is awesomely frustrating to say the least. I know what I can do though. I can understand I can't control people. I can dress decent and work out, and I can maintain a positive attitude. 311 and The Urge this weekend. It really hasn't hit me that I am going to see the urge for the first time in 12 years. I have seen them 20 times or so. They were my jam for so long and provided me with a bonding force. Instead of being a fan of the chiefs or sporting kc I was really a heavy fan of The Urge. I can't wait to go out there and be silly and have fun. I had my ups and downs this weekend, but overall I think I came out ok. I had a tough time coping, but drinking a bunch of diet pop and coffee helps me cope. I also pray a ton. I understand that work and work and funtime is funtime. So I ask God to "let me feel what I am supposed to feel" and he usually lets me feel like I am working. With that comes pain, but with that also comes money that I can buy tons of Wendy's Baconators with.