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Tuesday. I went to work. I have been busting my ass going through tons of pain and growing. It is paying off a bit as my boss said I did a good job on Monday. My work ethic is getting better as I am getting used to filling my entire day with productive things. I know now that I need to do a better job of stopping bad habits. Anyway I got off work and my eyes felt like they were going to bleed. JJ and I went to Starbucks just to do something different. It was actually a nice change of pace. I then had some food and went for a walk. I have to be honest and be for real for a second. I had positive thoughts all day but I felt like shit. I know I am on my way to a great life, but right now it just seems like everything is so far off. I did like the way I treated people and I liked the fact I went for walk to try to change my state of mind. So tomorrow is a new day. It will probably full of Gods grace as ususal. I am just thankful I made it to work and made it home and that I didn't screw anything up too bad today. I will do a quick gratitude list though to make sure I finish on what I have in my life. My jeep is sweet, my parents are awesome, sister is good, V-Foundation, Byrdman are good. A roof over my head, salads, and toilet paper. I guess my life is actually pretty good.