Whatever it takes to Grow.

I woke up on Friday with the same "I'm too tired" b.s. that my mind is always giving me. I am too tired to go to the gym, too tired to go to work, to tired to do anything. I told myself "Let's get to the gym and if you can't go you can't go. I get to the gym. It is cold as hell out and I start my deal. There is some sort of workout class beginning to start. "Arrrg I want to try something like this out because it seems fun, but I don't want to today arrrrg" Screw it..I am going to be like a 5 year old grabbing candy I am just going to do this So I asked the lady if beginners can do it. She said.."Yeah grab bla bla bla" The next hour of activity was embarrassing, frustrating, and it really tested my will. I did grow in the fact that.

I didn't care what these people think. I need to try new things and give it an effort to grow.

This is my first hour of doing any workout like this, everyone sucks when they start out

I will grow my heart and my effort in whatever I do.

I made it through this workout after wanting to give up after 5 minutes and I will be honest I was so mentally and physically tired I didn't want people even look at me. Next time I do the pilates, bootcamp, aerobics, I will be better because atleast I will be more comfy with my surroundings..

I think this experience will also help me if I want to take ballroom dance lessons or something like that. I understand deeply the amount of effort it takes to try new things and to be willing to look bad when you get started at something.