Wednesday

I hung out with Jason and Curtis yesterday. We enjoyed the fine weather. I had my arms around a lovely lady for most of the night. There was this floozy that was on my friend R-Man...when I say floozy...I mean she was wearing shortest shorts possible. I had some belly laughs and we goofed off. I had a sense that I was going to feel better about yesterday today. I have rose colored glasses whenever I look at the past, but I feel yesterday I did so much and it was such a day of accepting my role in life of just trying to add to people. I don't have to be the lead guy all the damn time. I am also finding out that I am good at putting myself out there. I am in contact with people to help them get or stay motivated to get to the gym. How I feel about working out goes way beyond conscience thought. I just think that you can gain so much toughness, so much habit, and you can learn alot about success by going to the gym. I just found out the other day working a wierd machine just how uncomfortable I am with being unconformtable. I told myself I was going to go as far as I could on a stair machine. It burned some (not horrible) as soon as it started burning I wanted off. I know in my heart a slight burn is probably what my body needs to release endorphines and as I always state. I am a bit soft. I always have it in my mind that I can always use some experience going through some pain if there is growth involved.

Speaking of pain holy crap I went on a run/walk on mothers day...It was god aweful because I was a bit bored/tired/and blah. So I just ran and it was hot and people were yelling at me on St. Joseph Avenue. I am glad I went for that walk/run because I ate like complete crap that day, but I just want to have it on my blog how bad that walk was and how I made it through. I made it through just by gutting it out haha.