Thursday

Thursday I woke up and went to the Gym. I wanted to see with my own eyes people working out to try to inspire me. I got through my workout. I went to work and I was of service. I then drove down to black and gold. I didn't want to go because our band isn't good nor focused, but I feel the need to get out of my apartment to work with people in the hopes that I can not be so selfish with my time. I pickup Albert and he is on the phone with 911. I guess he had a weird reaction with anti-depressants. We go and play at black and gold and it was ok, we don't know any songs (still), but I have come to just try to enjoy the company of people. Ryan found out that he is going to be in a new band, which is great because he is an elite guitar player. Albert was doing his thing. We wrapped it up early and there was a bad vibe because Ryan seemed annoyed that we still suck. I was just glad to be there, and Albert seemed to be out of it. I doubt we play anymore because it is pretty pointless, but it was fun while it lasted. I saw ashley there who is a girl I like that works at b and g. I was like "what up girl?" she was polite, but gave me no attention. I packed my stuff up and went onmy way.