Tuesday

Tuesday I woke up and I had a sense of "hey I am not so bad at all!" Probably because I go to work and try to really provide value to this world. I actively cultivate my patience and I work on trying to be nice to all. It is important for me even when dealing with negativity to treat people kindly and it is important when people are trying to "Hook" me into a fight or into being negative to stay positive. Then if I am able to stay positive I write it on my hand what I did good so I have a constant reminder that I am getting better and that I did something right. As a person who can't see the forrest from the trees I often feel bad about myself without even acknowledging how much I do in the day that is positive.


Whew...ok after that is out of my system. Tuesday I woke up feeling good. I went for a Two Mile walk. I acknowledged that walking is the most productive thing I can do at any point of time. It is a way to breathe, work out some anxiety, and also a chance to work off those meat sticks I am so found of. It felt good but it was cold out. Today I plan on going to work and I have to also take a peek at the Royals schedule. I also got my dental situation fixed yesterday. Long story short I got billed when I had antena. I did a good job staying calm because I paid 400 bucks one month to stay covered with all my insurance while I was transitioning to healthcare.gov. That really sucked but I always have faith that if I do the right thing I can have peace in my mind so I can still go out and face the world.

I was able to get the Newest Meg Smith album. She reminds me somewhat of the lead singer from Garbage and also several other female lead groups all of which I really like. I really like Metric, Joy formitable, and now meg smith. They are all sexy as hell and I wouldn't mind hanging out with them at black dog.