Thursday

Wednesday I brought up the topic at the AA meeting. It really helps others when I let them know about my struggles with anxiety and I let them know how I handle it without getting boozed up. I let actual doctors handle my health not my idiot self. Yesterday I had a work review and it was the first review in a long time that I felt was o.k. I was constantly getting written up for things at my other jobs even though I worked hard. I am glad that this one was good. I am 7th (?!) in the department right now out of like 70 people for quality and sales. That is good but I won't be surprised if I go back to the middle. If I can not take so many breaks I have a chance to bonus this month. That would be nice, but I am not getting my hopes up. I felt thankful that my review wasn't completely negative like I have had ones in the past. It made my Wednesday easier to manage. I went and talked to Raymond today. He is doing well. One of Jason's sponsees died which is a bummer. Andrea texted me 3 times yesterday and I was zonked out watching replays of Sporting KC lose. The SKC game yesterday was a diaster, but games like that happen during midweek games. Zusi and Besler and playing in the world cup. I ate chicken with salsa. There is a brand of salsa named Margirita's that is off the chain.