Monday

Monday morning I got up at 8 am and went to an AA meeting at Perkins. I have been a bit lonely and just bored as of late. I know the quickest way to ruin any kind of success I have had is to drink, spend money I don't have, or not grow. I met Bruce there and some other people. I talked and shared my experience about the topic. The topic is knowing when you are doing enough or if you are being lazy. There is a fine line between doing all you can and being complacent. It helped me a bit and I met new people. I came home and I watched some Elliot Hulse videos. Elliot Hulse videos really give me a shot in the arm today. He uses his body and mind to heal the way I always wanted too. I know that walking and exercise are great medicine. Laughter is as well. So I am going to work today with a bit of a bounce in my step. I will be patient and work to get better every day. The other day I was extremely knowledgeable and patient with one of our bigger customers. I was proud that I put in long hours to know our product and I put in long hours to drop my ego that I wasn't going to fight with this person. I know I have to work with people for our business to be successful. I also now that businesses have to ride employees hard to be successful. Sometimes I want to push back because businesses demand so much, but if you want the businesses to stay open and be profitable you have to work hard. It is the grind and I appreciate working for an insurance company that grinded to stay profitable just like I appreciate a marketing place that I work for now that grinds hard to stay open.