The Weekend

The weekend was weird. Friday I got off work and I had a date. I made out with this lady and then she never got back to me. It was fun anyway. Just something really random. I thought it went well, but evidently she had buyers remorse the next day LOL. I had a decent day on Saturday. I worked. I was very patient at work even though I was a bit stressed out. Sunday I went to two AA meetings and stayed sober. Sunday night I was really lonely and I went to an AA meeting to talk about it. Plenty of action to take when I am lonely. Plenty of people are in jail and that is a lonelier and boring place than AA. So overall I had a decent weekend. I still have aweful anxiety at around 3 PM each day, today I went to the gym and I just did my best to get through it. This too shall pass like everything else. I am grateful for AA I can go there and talk about my problems and have actual solutions to my problems. LIKE HELPING PEOPLE. I am grateful for my apartment and black dog. I am grateful for the gym membership and friends. Good Night.