thursday

Thursday. I have had lots of anxiety lately. I am alright I guess. It is just an emotion and it gets me to the gym to lift weights. It serves a purpose which is to get out of bed and lift weights. I am hopeful it will be better in the future. Lots of people deal with it as well. I am looking forward to this weekend with sporting kc playing and going to spring training. I have been listing to lots of Mos def, pepper, and Kendrick lamar. Today I did a good job cleaning my room when I couldn't sleep instead of not being productive. My room looks good and I know taking care of what I got is more important than getting new things. I have enjoyed lots of ps4 lately. It keeps me investing time in games. Karena isn't talking to m2. Idk what the deal is. It sucks because she makes me laugh. It is tough being single and drawing happiness from inside or Goss love, but it is a mature way to live. When I hit Homers on ps4 or I clean my jeep I feel good. I don't need outside things to keep me happy. Overall I have been working out and doing good work. So I am feeling decent.