Stuff

Everyday can be better than the one before it, and I have the power to make it so. Lately I have been focusing on staying more focused at work. One of the tools I use is just repeating what bag I am on and what room I am on. It can be a bit weird to the people around me and it can be taxing on my voice, but it is work after all and anything I can do to stay focused is good. I suck so bad at motor skills as well. I always fumble pens, paper, and other things. I can create jokes and ideas though. I am not happy with the tools God gave me, but I can accept them and play the hand that I am dealt. Most of the times the people who are doing more things around me, I don't want to be them anyway. I suck at somethings, but I am good at sticking with projects and hammering them out, I got lots of guts and I am cool with being uncomfortable. I am also usually cool with my emotions. Loneliness, boredom, apathy, you name it. I read the book "Pathway to surrender" It has taught me how emotions are bad they are just emotions. I am grateful and blessed also to be able to afford books. My life would suck without them.