10/07/2016

Thursday I woke up and went to Sobriety and beyond. They needed someone to help with the public information chair. Basically you get voted a P.I. chair and you deliver pamphlets to places. I didn't get voted in but I asked to help because I have done it in the past in K.C. and I have some knowledge of how it works. A couple notes. It is really hard to devote just an hour to things like this a week. I know self-discipline and self sacrifice are good things. I especially kind of have knowledge of how to come up with ideas, how to cultivate ideas, how to journal and really take notes of what we got accomplished what we have to set out to do and have a time table. Every time I do something for A.A. it has a time constraint on it and you have to really come through with what you say you are going to do. I have learned over the years to be strong and tough and if I am not 100% sure I can come through in situations I just flat out tell people I can't do that because I am lazy or it is too difficult. Nothing wrong with that at all. It is called cultivation of boundary setting. Work went alright today. I totally suck at moving pallets around in small spaces. It takes all my focus not to crash into things. I did a good job looking at my runs and breaking apart my materials and that part went good. I just did a bad job trying to get into tight spaces, getting pallets down, loading and doing all that quickly. I also always need to work on building batches tighter and well fitting and building them faster. Repetition without the idea of getting better is stupid. I played a bit of Forza 4 today. I am looking foward to getting my logitech g29 wheel and maybe the setup around it and maybe even the shifter. Who knows. I tend to go overboard and spoil myself that is for sure. I played some farming simulator today as well. I just like harvesting crops even though it doesn't provide much progress to the game.