Fear

I always hate when I am having fun, and someone is being a hater. The other day I was riffing on a joke and a dude stopped me and explained why my joke wasn't funny and it didn't make sense. I understand now he was just trying to help and if I want to riff on jokes I need to do it with Birdman, The elderstatesman, or SgT. I have been working on pausing when mad lately and really working on that and not strike back when I am angry. That is a work in progress. Too many times I get mad then I react out of fear, sometimes I have to remember that I am just a humble server of Jesus. Everytime I am angry it is because of something selfish, like I want to show people how funny and awesome I am, and when they don't react the way I do I get burned up. Thankfully I have a decent plan on handling day to day life! Everything else is going ok, just taking things one day at a time.

I am just glad I didn't make the mistake of wearing a hitler mustache. MICHAEL JORDON LOOKING YOUR WAY!