Monday

Monday I woke up and called Raymond. I have anxiety, but it helps when I call him. I went to broadway cafe. I talked to some people and made them laugh. I know how I need to keep my guts to talk to people up. I came home and I made a video for facebook. It wasn't liked by anyone. That is fine. The videos are for me. I went to work. Glenn called me. Glenn is a good man and we have been talking trying to get our issues worked out. I am trying to get people to talk more about their issues so we can have solutions not problems. I got an E-mail from Andrea. She is still sober and is still doing good. I am so grateful I don't have to deal with her on a daily basis anymore. I do wish her rest of her days to be spent getting help and getting thought patterns that free her up to be a decent person. Karena and I still talk I know from listening to the art of charm podcast that woman are attracted to people who don't freely give them love. I am texting her but not over doing it. I know we are just friends, but just in case we aren't I am going by standard romantic protocol and being purposely aloof. I listened to Tony Robbins a-lot today. He helps me get passion about my day. He has a way to stir emotions in me that make me want to get out of bed and do things. There was along time I just didn't do anything but work. Now I wake up and start texting and calling people in AA so we can talk about issues and action to the issues. It has lead to a better life for me. I am grateful for mom and my dad for being together. I just read that even a bad marriage the kids turn out better than a divorce.