Sunday

Sunday is here and I am hanging out at black dog. I woke up at 5 am today and just screwed around and went to the gym. I put my instagram videos on chiefs planet. I am waiting for my refund check so I can pay my dad for my plane ticket to spring training. As of today it is 43 days until spring training. I watched some videos on being bored and I have some new ways I think to stimulate my brain when I am bored. More productive that going to the casino or driving my jeep off road or something stupid. I bought a white board and I am studying Anthony Robbins get the edge cd's. It describes in detail how you get yourself to motivated to change. I really try to get sick of myself being chubby as a way to take massive action. I am enjoying life the best I can. I am glad I have internet and black dog so I find ways to challenge myself. I am sitting by my friend ashton right now. She seems like a nice lady.

I had growth this week by not taking Jason getting on me about the goo on the fridge. I try never to take anything personally and always use it to take my relationship to the next level. I was proud that I was able to not take it too personal and we enjoyed some KU time together. He is getting married and I am proud of him. Maybe more positive enforcement from me would be good for me to give him. I haven't talked to Bryce that much as late. I know he is hustling with the kids and such eventually we will hang some more that is unless he starts to reproduce more.

Ray at work cracks me up. Ray and Elex keep things interesting. I found different ways to stretch and lift and change my voice at work to keep things interesting.

Creating videos. Charting progress and enjoying everyday having small break throughs give me the most joy I think in life. My fifa team had to forfiet some games because we didn't have a full team. So annoying since I programmed my computer to fill out the team sheet for me.


My goals are still the same 100,000 dollars. I am going to get there by being a public speaker, motivator speaker, or personal coach of some sort. I want to expand my knowledge and get lean in the gym. I know with constant constant action anything is possible. You also have to have energy. You have to have energy to work long hours that is for sure.