The Weekend

This last week was pretty sad. I did good at work. Last time I checked I actually rose to 13th for the month of January. It has just been a bummer of late trying to get people to hang out and to laugh. Everything seems to be going towards the depressing side. On the good side it is a good chance for me to really act and smile and be as enthusastic as possible. My job is truly a gift from God. I had a meeting for team captains and I have been accepted to the CEP program which is just the fancy way of saying a leadership program. So I keep going forward. I still have the goal of making 100,000 although I haven't wanted to work lately so that is putting a damper on that goal. I know if I stick close to God and help others my needs will be filled. Just not my wants. I really listen to Tony Robbins and that helps me either take action when my emotions are crap or change the way I look at things. Like I was saying this week was tough but I can look at it as a challenge and a new way of using my body and mind to be positive. On Friday especially I reached out and I was like man I need help being positive and moving forward. I acted from that moment on and I survived the day. On Thursday I met up with Raymond and he is doing well. He has his raquet ball equipment and he said he is going to start playing raquetball haha. Hope he doesn't get hurt. My parents are on a cruise and boy have they earned some r and r. Hope they are having fun right now!