06/14/2016

This weekend went by pretty well. Ever since I moved back to St. Joseph the weekends seem to be a bad time for me because I am lonely. Going to Matt's for UFC really helps. It also helps if I force myself to go to an AA meeting. There are also plenty of Depression websites I can chime in and give support or seek support from. All those are tools but sometimes I am just stubborn and I think magically some girls or guys should text me to do some awesome stuff on the weekends. So back to this weekend Saturday I watched Cortland and I vacuumed my car. I played some elder scrolls online, but not very much. I played some f1 2013 and forza 4. I have f1 2013 for xbox 360 and f1 2015 for ps4 so I switched between those two depending on if I want to race with the wheel or not. I know I am a dork. Sunday I went boating. Last time I went boating I was on a pretty strict diet so I felt crappy, this time I was not on a diet so I ate a big ass sandwich and dorito's and enjoyed the ride. It was somewhat nerve racking with everyone on board dog mom dad cortland and I, but I know it is days like that that I will remember when they are about to pull the plug on me. Work is a mixed bag. Sometimes it goes well sometime it doesn't. It is better than dealing with adjusters at my insurance job, and it is better than a call center. It isn't as cool as being a trainer. It sucked getting fired from that trainer position, but I know time heals all wounds. The Pittsburgh Penguins won the stanley cup which was cool. Nice to see a couple of championships in my lifetime.