Moving forward.

I am proud that I played high school football. That was lots of work! Jason Gregory was a man beast! Graduating from college was very hard as was keeping a job at Blockbuster. I am also proud that I took steps to go to Ireland, Vegas, Spring Training, and other things. It has been an awesome ride in sobriety so far as well. I am proud to help the addict section of the population and it is always rewarding to help people on that first step to recovery. Now to what I want out of life. The first thing is I want to grow spiritually, mentally, and get stronger physically. I can grow small each day and it really adds up. I want to travel to New York. Washington DC. Germany and Australia. I also would like to go to England and punch Hugh Grant in the mouth. I really would love to invest more time helping people, and even more time getting people off their butts and into the seats of sporting events. I look forward to really seeing Sporting KC next year to see where they go from here and I want to watch as much Nascar as possible. I like the Mavricks and I hope to continue to go to games. I want to see more KU games and I want to play video games. It sounds really weird to waste more time on video games, but they have always been a passion of mind. In fact Kris Von German came over the other day and we played Fifa 2012. It was rewarding and it is a good way to connect to my fellow gaming nerds. I wouldn't mind getting a blu-ray player or a ps3 one of these days. Oh that brings me to another thing I am proud of. My 40 inch TV WITH SOUNDBAR AND SUBWOOFER. It sounds ok and looks great in HD. I am proud to have really put in effort with my grandparents and with my mentor Jamie. I really learned alot. I really leared alot from "The Elder Statesmen" we have real-talk all the time about giving back and how just a small amount of time with kids is rewarding. I have to work really hard to link pleasure with hanging out with kids. Kids are so damn annoying that I can barely stand them, but I know I really have to rearrange my brain to somehow get me to enjoy them. It is important to enjoy kids because what is the point of me going through the pain if I can't teach the next generation ANYTHING. I really would like to be of service and never grow. On my last day on earth I still want to get better moment by moment. I kind of beat ideas into the ground on this blog. I don't think you can write, talk, or think about where you are headed. I have a clear focus on what I want out of life and I feel that the more I write and talk about it the more it gets imprinted in my mind and Sub-Mind.